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sly279
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30 Jul 2017, 3:24 am

I've come to the realization my life has actually gotten worse in the last 3 years.
I can't enjoy most my hobbies anymore. I never Get out except for work. I miss camping and shooting. I'm never going get s gf cause I'm not good enough and unloveable. :cry:



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30 Jul 2017, 3:48 am

I'm sorry life isn't better for you.
Is it possible to make time for things you enjoy, or do you work 7 days?


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30 Jul 2017, 1:24 pm

Raleigh wrote:
I'm sorry life isn't better for you.
Is it possible to make time for things you enjoy, or do you work 7 days?

It's not that. I can't afford a car anymore, which without can't do any of those. They require driving 20'miles out into the wilderness. Not that I have friends anymore to do it with which it's Risky to do those alone. So I'm limited to video games and shaving(which depends on my mood and if I have time)

Work is stressful too lately. They know I can only work 5 hours a day 20-25 a week but are scheduling me for 8 hour shifts, so I have to call out sick tomorrow and talk to hr on Tuesday. I tried talking to my manager for two weeks but he never fixed it.

Then social security is redetermining if I'm disabled so I have a appointment on the 14th. I find working 5 hours a day is pushing my limit at work. I get so burnt out and exhausted. What if they kick me off disability and work fires me. :(



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30 Jul 2017, 2:26 pm

(((Sly))),

Sorry to hear of your troubles. All of what you describe sounds very anxiety-provoking. Lack of transportation is frustrating. Hope things can improve for you.