Where I am now

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As I said, I am in the hospital again in Santa Cruz.
It is legitimate, as the hospital people admitted me when I went to the ER after getting back from Patterson - as the ER found that my CHF had spring back up enough to admit me. It had been a stressful day - as I had had to pay the owner of the board-and-care home in Patterson $140 dollars + in cash - to drive me and y possessions back to Santa Cruz. It had only been $100 to take me up there, but it became $140 to drive me back )The board-and-care place was. technically speaking, not a licensed b-a-c-h,. I was Tod.,Big woo). While I was in the b-a-c-h for 24 full days, I.absolutely literally, did not get outside of the bach - a pretty small 1-story suburban home, and it's grounds, on 13 of the 14 days I was living there . And on the one day I had a brief trip - that same owner charged me $25 cash for a round trip of less than 0,7 miles each way. by my phone's official measurements, to the local Walgreen's and Walmart and back. Just for a local shopping trip. 1.4 miles.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

I hope that you feel better soon.

...Thank you, PTO. I am taking yet more Lazio - piss pills - to get my weight down.
I really do 't know where I'll go after this there appear to be no shelter situations in SC now for me. The social worker in the hospital who suggested the Patterson place is trying to push me to another - I guess " an officially liscenced one " this time - bach situation, but at least at this time, I will not do that. I can't really resume the motel living I was doing these last month's. I can, on some level, hope I"m " sick enough " that some immediate situation could happen .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!