Ah Im worrying yet again

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I cant afford to get kicked out of the soup kitchen. Its the only way I get healthy food. Today someone said they wanted to share some hash with me. I said probably not because they mix it with tobacco. They said they would maybe give me some without. This I dont mind even though I dont really feel like smoking weed or anything anymore. Im just worried they will try to bring it into the soup kitchen to give to me. The woman who runs it is kind of strict and the rules state not to bring drugs in. Worried she will try to outsmart the woman that runs the place. I of course will tell her asap that I dont want her to give me drugs at the soup kitchen. Just worried she will bring them before I get the chance. I must have a strong will and refuse the drugs if she does bring them in so I dont get kicked out. I would be devastated if I got kicked out.

Maybe it would be easier to tell her I quit smoking weed. Its legal now so I might not quit for good. Im not really sure how I should deal with this. Its making me very nervouse.

What if I tell her not to bring drugs in and she forgets anyway due to the fact that shes such a stoner? Please pray for me. I cant afford to get kicked out of the soup kitchen. This place is my life.

Not a good idea, to be honest. If the potheads found out she told the "authorities," it might not be pleasant for her.

It's best for her to just refuse the pot/hash.

Oh thankyou for the reply sly. I worry so much sometimes. No I dont feel like snitching on anyone. I think what Ill do is tell the woman who wants to give me drugs that I dont really smoke it anymore. That way I dont have to worry about it for a while. I can just buy it legaly if need be and not worry about getting busted in the soup kitchen. I hope the woman who runs the soup kitchen would give us a warning before booting us out but Im not sure. We might get kicked out right away. The woman who wants to give me the drugs wouldnt care if she got kicked out because she barely goes there. But I eat there every day so for me it would be a big deal.