tired of the world

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The human race is so unbelievably stupid that I honestly feel like I am totally disillusioned living here...... And I feel like a live on a damn farm. It's truely pathetic, everyone seems to want all their thoughts and opinions HANDED to them on a label, because theyr too lazy to think for themselves, and too selfish to even make any attempt to check their bias, or even acknowledge it half the damn time. I thought autism was supposed to be about NOT thinking in conventional patterns, bias is destroying our world because people are f*****g ignorant. I'm stuck between theocrats and the pc police while the world crumbles down around me due to ignorance, greed, and corruption. And their best excuse is "it's human nature".... Ok, so I like the shoes on the gas station clerks feet, I think I'll kill him and take his shoes, after all, it's human nature
I'm too damn good for earth and honestly I sometimes think about putting a gun to my head and blowing my damn head off..... I live in a nation that preaches to everyone else about "freedom", but most of them are robots. Theyr impulsive, theyr stupid, low thought neanderthals..... "Progressive" is little more than an Mtv assembly line trend. And "progressives" apparently are only open minded about CERTAIN demographics, even then it's not so much open minded as it is inverted bigotry, a half-ass so-called remedy for events that happened 200 yrs ago (yes I'm calling out liberals).
I feel like Winston Smith in 1984, I mean just look how overly materialistic our nation has become, how people WORSHIP celebrities and POLITICIANS, more people have voted for American Idol than voted in the election. Ideology is the popular excuse for with-holding the rights of entire demographics, and it's the popular excuse for with-holding information and research that could potentially help thousands of people. People REFUSE to get over themselves, or their primative ideologies.
It's pathetic, really it is, how programmed and mechanical the world has become, how irrational and barbaric people are. I can't tolerate it anymore, I want out, I want to die so that HOPEFULLY (if there is a spirit of some sort) I can leave earth and search through space for a CIVILIZED planet to join.

i mean for f**k sake, people treat civil rights activism as a team sport. Like it's their right to challenge the well-being and rights of other people.

The way Ive delt with it is by secluding myself from the world that you speak of to create my own. Its not right, I know, but realistically we dont have to live like this. Hopefully people with the capability will take action about purchasing what we need to start our own commune, Ill be the supplier of a great deal of the funds btw... Dont you agree we would be better off living together to avoid all this ideocy and chaos?

Well, you're partly right and you're partly wrong. Even if 99.9% of all people are idiots, mathematically there are still 6,000,000 people in the world worth talking to! And these 6 million people are not celebrities or politicians- but they invent the ideas that make the world spin. When they jump everybody feels it, maybe not right away but eventually the good ideas don't go away and therefore eventually win. It just might take a few hundred years for everybody else to catch up. Your problem is that you haven't met enough of those people.
Besides it sounds to me like your problems are more emotional than logical! In that respect I don't know what to tell you, but please, don't blow your head off, or there will only be 5,999,999 non-idiots left.

I don't think I'm above this world, but I am tired of this world as well.

Not only am I tired of this world but I am also tired of my own imperfection, failures and stupidity.

See, the dilemma is I've got no choice but to live on! Then comes the thought that if I have to live on maybe I should try to make things better with what I've got.

Life is so much pettier than what I thought it would be, but at the same time it is so grand that it is very easy to fail.

well, this is my last life on earth and I have to say I am glad, glad, glad.

I wouldn't want to reincarnate on this planet again, that's for sure! I think that you have to be world weary in your soul and make a concious choice that there is really truely nothing to keep you here. Perhaps that is why my emotional bonding with people just evaportates like dew in the morning sun, because I don't want to have anything or anyone that bonds me back to earth and when I finally slip this mortal coil I will just fly away.

My biggest problem is waiting for it to happen. I am such a rusher! I wanted to be on my way long, long ago and finally figured out that was the basis of my fixation on suicide. Now I have pretty well settled down to wait for my body to give up the ghost on it's own. I mean. . nobody gets out of here alive, anyway!


Merle

Snake321, neopsytox, check out the commune thread in the Members-Only forum!


I used to feel that way too... oh well; most of us here aren't like that, so you can talk to us! We're among the few decent people, no? [/snob]

Amen Snake...
People who see what's going on just don't act...I'm guilty of it.

I thought we determined the source of alot of your frustration already Snake321? Aspies with idealism and obsessive interest
in things like politics and religion are absolutely miserable. Let
the world crash and burn its not your responsibility to save it.

Your style in this post reminds me of Holden Caulfield.