Taht also made me depressed, woodsman25!
Another thing that made me cry last night was when I was on the Judge rotenberg Center site... judgerc.org. I looked at all the houses and apartments they had their kids living in... all decorated beautifully. A lot of time and effort went into this. I saw the bedrooms. Every single bedroom ,almost every bathroom, kitchen, living room and rec room, hallway and the front of each house. I was seduced already. A lot of the beds had stuffed animals on them, brand new and arranged so that they looked like they were alive, peeking over the edge of the bed or cuddling together (in the case of two beautiful polaer bears). Those polar bears were so beautiful they made me cry. How could anyone who gave kids polar bears to sleep with be mean to kids; how could they shock them? I cried some more. All the rooms were color themed, and a lot were theme themed. Even some of the ones that were just color themed had polar bears on the beds. Such beautiful bears. They were the most common stuffed animal in the place. I would have gone to that school just to have one of those!
I was really off my rocker last night; I've been off my anti-d's for a few days now.
But I still, and awill always, think those were beautiful stuffed animals, and when I think what's happening to the real polar bears I just cry.