Please wish me good luck.

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I have an appointment with my psychiatrist the day after tomorrow. The last time I saw him was over a month ago; he doubled my dose of Celexa and said that if I needed anything to add to it in a month he would prescribe something (probably another antidepressant). He wouldn't give me a stimulant because I was too "wired".


I don't want to spend time doing pointless stuff like going out and partying for stimulation. I want to plan my huge complex I want to build (NOT the AS commune) and get that over with, do it, and then all the people in it, there will be tons, we'll all party together-- a huge, marvelous party, not a pathetic party in a bar on a corner somewhere. I want to allow for more people to party later, and allow myself to party with more people than I would get otherwise, and put people in their own clubs, have a club in the complex for anything and everything in the world worth making a club for, literally-- a Harry Potter club, a Tommy Silverstein club, a Disney club, a I Love Lucy club, a Prozac club, a fine dining club, a New Orleans club, an Africa club, a hunting club, a competitive eating club... everything. To bring people closer together. And I won't be able to do this without a stimulant! Of course I would draw the line somewhere; now apple club or earthworm club or purple club.


I will read and study Wikipedia, all the portals and subportals and sub-sub-portals and topics and sub-topics and sub-sub-topics... the most general, most important.


I already designed the buildings; I ahve the complex designed; every single detail, lighting, plumbing, everything... all I need is to find the patience to write it down.


If I don't get a stimulant I'll also never be able to concentrate on the huge book on philosophy I want to write, relating every good word to every other good word (currency, positivity, logic, love, sex, holiness, beauty, mischief, humor, anything ANY KNOWN GROUP in the world finds positive). I want to end human miscommunications and have people understand each other once and for all, no more silly arguments.

I don't want to read fiction, or join a chess club or something... I'll do that AFTER. That's just how I operate. I'm so wierd. Maybe I'd get just enough, or more, stimulation in my life just doing what my ADD-ish self feels like doing.


Don't tell me to force myself; I can't! I'm too understimmed. I'm full of black holes... well, I will be if I sit down and try to study, so don't tell me I need discipline or need to force myself! I AM motivated. Or I wouldn't be here asking for people to give me advice on how to get a nice, safe stimulant.

Well, good luck Ana.

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For a change of pace: Viel Erfolg!

Ana, you do sound motivated indeed

As for finding a nice safe stimulant...I have no idea.

Anyway though...as the title says, I will wish you luck...

GOOD LUCK

Just want you to know that I'll be thinking of you. Sounds like a aspiring project. Don't give up!

It sounds like you have a lot of interesting ideas. I don't know much about stimulants, but I hope something works out for you to accomplish all your goals!

I wish you all the best.

As I've typed elsewhere-
Good chaos!-
I don't believe in luck.

Acid is a fantastic stimulant (-simulative) that will keep you going through rain or snow for twelve hours straight. Its less toxic than Vitamin C and current market forces ensure that a double or triple dose is necessary to experience a "trip." One good hit and you'll ricochet from one productive activity to the next. In fact, you could even build two complexes with less material. Then again, this info, tho very true, is highly misleading and should be placed under the tongue with extreme caution...

Wow; thanks everyone! And thanks a lot BrutalRhubarb for the info; I'll have to read up on that!