SteelMaiden, I know nothing about this sort of thing (well, maybe some, but nevermind). However, I think the immediately, and very real concern, is your physical well-being right now! Are you ok? You mentioned your heart, disturbing physical symptoms.....this should be addressed now, not later! If you're feeling physical distress, can you go to the ER? Really, a heart attack/stroke (this is just an example, based on what you've shared) is serious and should be treated asap. I am worried about you.
I usually do not interfere (and I am not, really), nor am I one to overreact to health problems (myself, I rarely see a medical doctor), but you sound...NOT WELL! If your heart 'feels weird, etc." please see a medical doctor! Nothing to play around with....please post back and tell us you're safe. I hope you feel better really soon.
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