I'm losing it...I can't deal with people anymore...I

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I hate the people where I live...this country is full of thieves...Then my mother calls me and I try to explain to her, and she is so self-absorbed, she thinks that she knows everything...she wants to TELL YOU how to do everything...without ever stopping to understand what is happening...that as much as I want to leave this country, I am terrified of being anywhere near her and having to deal with her...

The only thing that keeps me in this world is my son...otherwise, I would leave and disappear...I want nothing to do with anyone but my husband and son. There are some good friends I have, but most of the people I just can't stand anymore...and I can't stand my family. And then of course, when I complain about things being unfair, wrong, about thieves...her response is "YOU NEED TO CALM DOWN" because that's just the way it is...and YOU NEED TO DO X, Y OR Z...

I don't know how to cope with this anymore...I feel like I'm at the end of my rope...

I told my husband today that I had to get out of this country...I can't live everyday waiting for either our water or electricity or cable to be shut off because of those companies overcharging and then not correcting their mistakes...I'm going to lose it...

So, he said, ok...go...well, my only place to go right now would be where my parents live...and my mother and father will just drive me crazy! My sister is not much better...she also thinks she knows it all...and whether I am right or not, her attitude is, "oh well, if you have to pay, just pay it...otherwise, it's YOUR fault if they shut it off"...

I really wish I could leave here and go far away from EVERYONE in my family. I know I will be living close and it makes me sick to think that my mother will be harrassing me every day...I just want to be alone...

Why is it that when we get sick and tired of society and just decide to stay away from everyone, these people harrass us to come out of our shell...but when we do, they are just constantly complaining because we want justice...

Sorry to rant...I am really worn out.

What country are you in?

Australia is pretty nice.

I think you need someone to empathize with you not problem solve. Asking a bunch of aspies for empathy probably won't get you very far though.

but please try - we're listening/reading...

gbollard...thanks...I do appreciate it...actually, I think I need to find a journal...I'm just venting...I'm worn out...but I do appreciate everyone here...

by the way, I live in Puerto Rico...