Thanks everybody! Nice to know I'm not the only one. Focusing on details as opposed to the whole picture is a good idea but hard to do. I thought about a gfcf diet but it looks so difficult to do I wouldn't know where to start and don't even know if the results would be worth the stress, is it worth it would you say? How many people have tried this kind of diet?
I've never heard of squeezing the forearm, how does that work? I've heard of motion sick people pressing into their wrists and that helps them, is it similar to that? New stimuli, okay got it
*takes quick trip to itunes store*
I'm sure I'll vent some over this time and I'll do it right here, thx again for the advice and support and good luck to you too, Sedaka I feel your pain 
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