Lienda the public freak show

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I'm at my very limits with other people tonight! Some history wjhile I calm down after being made a public freak show. .... ..... ..... ........

For over a year now, the maitanence crew at our coplex has been "fixing" our place. As the NT saying goes, they did it like "putting a bandade over a gash"! That's RIGHT! They have come over here more the 14 times to repair the AC/heater combo thingie, and began a few months back to not leave any more work orders. Thank GOD we saved five of them, it will help in court a little here when we SUE THEM! Mind you, these saved orders aren't the amount of half of their "helpful" visits! One day, the cieling leaked water from the side of the AC, and it got ALL over my bathroom!

The floor, tub, toilet, you name it, it dripped there! (I don't regret having my tooth paste holder ) Guy A enters and comes out/ "I cleaned @#$ out of your pipe." He goes. It still leak. Guy two "Cleaned crud out of the pipeing ok?" By this time I'm like "WTF?!", but stupidly let him leave. Guy three, naturaly, "Your pipe had @#$% in it, so I cleaned it out." I thought "Yeah my ASS!", and then I said "It's dirty already?" That ass hole decided he was some @#$% victim! (That's one point in this post. I'M TIRED OF THE VICTIM ACT!! *screams*) "I just came over here and cleaned out your pipe! I'm the maintanence guy, who cleans your pipes! It's what we do!" I was pissed off! First off, we lived here for more than 3 years and NOW the pipe needs to be cleaned three times in a row? Bull s**t!

Also, these sorry, failures of workers should have gotten all that crap out the FIRST TIME!! ALL OF IT!! *trying to be calm* (don't expect me to be rational right now. I'm hot here, literaly!) They claim they fix it. Winter comes, and heater doesn't heat nothing! *sarcasum* Surprise! *Ends sarcasum for now* They supposed;y fix it. The rest of the winter wasn't very cold really, it was more like spring. Now we are in summer. ................

Yesturday, I heard the AC screach, and I went into the bathroom to inspect the odd noise. I smelled a wire like burn. I know that smell because my father is a repair man. (one that is favored about the town he lives in because he actualy does his job, unlike some people I'm thinking about and discussing here) He melted many wires and with the melted metal, attached the wires to specific spots in, say, a VCR. When certain wires get hot, there is a certain smell that does not smell like wood or coal, or charcoal for that matter. This smelled like that wire smell, but a little smokey. Stupid excuse for repair man came over, propper up his latter, looked in it, shut it, took his latter and left. That very night, while I was playing WoW, it suddenly felt warm. I went into bathroom, and lo and behold, it hummed and blew no air. It's been hot in here since, enough that mother woke up from her sleep.

This morning, mother called them to fix it. It was already 80 or so degrees in here! No one comes. She calls again, and already I see her skin have the effects of heat on her. Heat tends to turn people a little red or pale sometimes. Then there is the sweat! Another phone call. Nothing, it's 3 pm, and mother calls again. Still nobody. Five or so she calls one last time. "Do you have the manager's number? OK. Inform them that there is a very pissed off resident!" We are considering going to court. After all, these jerks had all year to make it work properly, and each time they just patch this one little thing, and this other little thing. NO! The AC needs to be replaced, PERIOD!

The machine has failed over and over again! Four calls, despite they are on call! The fact that people who have not physicaly adapted to 90 plus degrees of heat can die from it if they get dehidrated!... . The fact that this computer is heating up easily, and my fan is blowing nearly full force against it and me to keep up both cool!! (It's still slightly warm to) My mother looking pale cheaked with brown circles under here eyes and crying in front of me..... NOT AMUSED!! I could clobber them right now!!

Anyway, I wanted to go to Bitchmart (walmart) to get a voice recorder, and a temperary camera for evidence. (The camera mind you. The recorder had another purpose.) I was very stressed out watching my 70 year old mom hurt like that, and be angry! And boy, she has reason to be mad! I ask an employee to unlock the thing for the recorder. She puts it down, and I take it saying "thanks" and she said she had to put something on it. mmm k. So I sigh and put it down, while she fumbles with the lock. Then she tells me again that she had to do what she was to do with the recorder. f*****g fish face!! *beats the @#$ out of a pillow, imagining it was hers* Why do I need to hear that twice or three times, despite saying "ok." to confirm I @#%^ get it!?

I said "Look, I'm not mad at you. Some prick maintanence man won't fic the AC, and we tried and tried to get them all day! I'm trying to get the camera at least for court." But nooo.. She had to be a royal, judge and jury b***h, and act victim publicaly! What gives her the right to excersise power over her customer for starters?! WHAT?! I tried to explain again, holding in my stress as best I could! God damit, I'm so #@$% mad at that a**hole right now! She told me "I'm just doing my job..." as if I was b***h from hell. I couldn't help it after that, and Yes I yelled after she said it again. She was excersising power over me where it didn't belong, and judging me and start argueing with me over something that I'm not doing to her!

"My mother is hurting from heat egsastion right now! I DON'T NEED ANOTHER f*****g ISSUE!! !" In the center, she had the stupidity to put her f*****g fish faced hand to her chest, lean backwards, pop her fish eyes out at me, and f*****g stare with her perked fish lips (which I really feel like scratching to hell right now.)! ! Why do this to me?!

Why ram the hammer down my mouth and drag me along for the ride?! WHY!! She continues f*****g with me emotionaly and pplaying the victim, and all I want is the f*****g recorder!! I said "Judgmental b***h! (because obviously she is!) I'm going somewhere else, and f**k you!!" She plays a "me the victim line" again, thus excersises power over her customer! The whole section looks at me like I'm the big fat freak, because I yelled, and they don't even know what she the very first time. "I'm just doing my job." Over and over! Do I give a crap about her job?! NO!

This is one reason I hate being a sick twisted human! humans... it's like we just live being vain and self thinking!! The standard, dumb human just looks at our own kind and imediatly it's "Ok they are this way and that way!" I'm FED UP, with being judged everywhere I TURN!! Sometimes I do absolutly nothing and here we go with the judge crap! "Calm down!" Despite I say nothing. Would you believe one star bucks employee once stuck a drug in my drink, to "chill me out" because I looked like I was mad to her, despite smileing, winking, and talking quietly that I had to repeat myself?! I had told her "I am having a bad day." So she could be given a chance to GRASP that it's not directed at her paranoia!

At work, I get people re-explaining things despite that I say "Ok." Or "mhm." or confirmation that I "get it". It's like everyone else is alowed to get mad as they please, but when I do it at all, evem just to feel it. "calm down!" I hate my species! damit! Should I be a robot or what?! Or how about Barbie?! Maybe they want a plastic faced BArbie for Lienda! Not the smileing "greesy faced" lienda? Not the "so offensive because she's so shy. what's her problem with me" Lienda? I get teased for how I say the word "thank you" at work for god sakes, as if one customer things I'm a boy pretending to be chick! Irt sucks! Did I go act like "I'm just doing my job." or say "calm down"? No! I stopped saying thank you, because obviously he hated it! AAAAA!! Why do stupid people get a job, and I go for over ten years looking for one and being rejected?! Stupid..pain in the butt.... gya

People are bullying you. I'm pretty sure similar things are happening to me. You're being made the butt of jokes and being judged by their phony hypocritical standards. It's completely wrong. Most people are just too friggin' prejudiced to see it right now. In - I don't know - maybe 20, 50, 100, 1000 years people will laugh and make jokes about how people like you were treated around 2008.

Thanks for the reply.

I feel much better now. My mom got a good rest, and looks alot better than yesturday. She has a tiny red bruise under her eye though, and my left calf muscle is firm and a little sore. A man from another property came and fixed the AC today, since she called this morning for help. I told him she called them four times yesturday, and he didn't understand why they didn't come. I told him that because he said "Geez it's hot in here! If it was broke yesturday, why didn't you call them?"

When he was done, he was sweating all over. He said the heater side of the AC motor was no good. Which meant that our maitanence persons didn't replace anything, they just gave us another old motor. Those jerks, aparently think they can keep messing with us by giving us used and broken @#$ instead of replacments. Not acceptable, IMO, to give us a motor that doesn't work on one side, knowing that it's already breaking down. The new one smells different, and sounds different to. I'm still trying to forget the girl at Walmart, and won't be visiting that store any time soon.