I feel very sad and depressed, and my family just really isn't getting it. I can't sleep and all I can do is cry. I need someone to talk to but I don't have anyone. I have no control over my life, and I did something really stupid. I feel sad and scared, and my family is angry at me, and disappointed, and I feel very alone. I even tried talking to my mom and telling her I'd like to find one of those programs where you get an "older sister" and can talk with them, but she thought I meant I wanted to be the older sister, and I realized I'm too old for that. I'm too old for that but too young to do anything I want to do. I have no friends, adn i don't go to school. I feel sad and lonely all the time, and my boyfriend lives miles and miles away from me. I miss him, and I feel sad and alone I don't know what to do anymore.
