I confess.....

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I confess my cough drop junkie-ness
is starting to come back...HARD

I confess I also can be over-sensitive.

I confess I am taking another class
at my city's chapter of the Red Cross,
scheduled for the day after
the day after Christmas.

I confess my mom purchased
a Christmas tree. My family
has not had a Christmas tree
in over 10 years. {A noble Fir}

I confess "Avatar" was amazing
and I plan on seeing another movie
during the post-Christmas week.

I confess, this is my last post for today but, I hope to drop by tomorrow..


ProfessorX

I confess to stealing the Christmas tree.

I confess that all I want for christmas is to snuggle up next to my girlfriend on christmas morning, maybe I will, who knows what fate has in store for both her and I

I confess that I'm proud that I look like Mick Avory and not some prissy famous female artist.

I confess I'm glad I ditched
my ticket for Sherlock Holmes
because my neighborhood theater
will play it over the Christmas weekend.

I confess that I think Jesus is the meaning of Christmas, and that it's not Santa Claus.

I confess that when I'm having a headache, I might make bad decisions in my interactions with other people.

I confess I am homosexual...and I hate that...it makes my life so much harder, and ironically I am an aspie too, so my life is like a Greek tragedy

Hi Lukas1, Welcome to WP!
You will find that the people on WP are a completely different kettle of fish,
so when you say things like "I am homosexual...and I hate that" and
"my life is like a Greek tragedy"
you are probably going to get a totally different response to that than what you were expecting;

For instance :
I confess I have never understood the 'gay hate' mindset !
Why would any person expect every other person to conform to their own exclusive sexual orientation?
It just seems like a neurotypical "Let's gang up and hunt" Hate club to me.

So, if you like the idea of a hot guy like me who turns you on ( joking!)
Feel free to dream about me all you want, I don't mind! (serious)


To get to the point ( god, I dither! )
"I am homosexual...and I hate that"

NOOOOO!
You are who you are!
Don't explain or apologize to anyone!

It's your secret to share with your lover
or it's your proclaimation to shout at the world!

Don't hate
or you'll end up like them

eew!

them be nasty!

I will dream about you, just send me a nice photo of yours (of course joking )
Thanks a lot for your words, they make me realize that world is not just black or white, that there are probably some people who are friendly and supportive...Still it's pretty hard, cos when there are a lot of people in room, or for example we are sitting at the table and one of the guests asks me something: 1) My voice is shaking cos I am really scared when answering anything about myself, I hate to talk to them, listening is the most i can do. I usually say something like: oh that was OK, yes i am waiting for it. I feel like they are thinking about me as I were ret*d or something. 2) When i talk, I blush cos I am afraid they will realize i am gay, so I try to speak without long explanations, just to make it as short as possible. One of my friend said that I speak as if I have a very special secret and I am afraid to slip it out while talking...and it is so obvious. So, I tend to not socialize with people a lot, just for basic occasions. I am lonely guy, who is going to be lonely anyway, I want to have family, I want to be normal, but i can't. I know I am going to be lonely at Christmas...however, I don't think that I deserve it, I am good person, I want to help people, and if life was better or there were more people like you, that would be great.
Anyway, merry Christmas!

aaaw!
....be still, my fluttering heart!
That was so great hearing that from you Lucas1!

That's pretty much the definition of our behaviour in (usually) enforced social situations!


Don't worry about it.
A LOT of us have 'delayed auditory processing'
I do ,
but that's why the internet is brilliant!

We get the time to compose our replies!

Here's a trick : when someone says something to you,
look up and scratch your chin.(avoiding eye contact, a bit of personal space)
It will look like you are seriously contemplating their ideas.
And you are!
In your own Aspy way!
(really, you'll be registering and processing what they said, but no need to tell them that)
and then you can decide to turn your back on them and walk away!


(also, (also a joke) you can say "Excuse me, this is an emergency, WHERE'S THE
FREAKING NEAREST TOILET!"

I can't think of anything except how poignant and eloquent this is!
pm me any time you are lonely, Lucas1

I had no idea.
I confess every time I read here I find at least one bit of information that makes me go 'Hey me too'
... it's like a horoscope or something.


Also, Lucas1. You might see your situation in a very black way, but I guess the same pressure exists on straight male Aspies when they "know" they are supposed to know how to take the initiative to get in contact with a girl they fancy, but don't know how to ...
I mean I wouldn't know, I'm female and not genderbound in my interests, but I have no idea how to express interest to other girls, and very very awkward towards guys ...
So complicated, everything.

I confess that I will pretend that there's a Santa Claus, for my little 7 month old niece.

Yeah I know it's awkward for everyone, actually awkward it's probably the best way to express our state of socializing. For me I think it's like a double problem...well everybody has to dela with it, I guess that's why I for example hate parties cause they mean: a lot of people (most of whom are new to me, which is a horror), + it's usually the time for boy on girl action and then people expect me to hid on girl, ha ha well but that's not gonna happen...so it's awkward all over the place, yeah i agree, it's tough. Sometimes you wish that world went all dark and nobody would see anybody, then all problems would run away, no one would be hurt because of their look or weight, it would be easier for us to communicate lol god it would be great!