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being behind so much in my work i will definitely fail. and loquat season came and went and i only had three.

AVG safe search.

My grandmother pays for my internet but she hasn't been able to pay lately. Now neither of us can afford the bill and my internet access has been shut off. I'm typing this from my uncle's mac. I hate macs.

Quite infuriating how they shut people off so quickly.

But at least you're not having to deal with monthly bandwidth limitations even when you have the most expensive subscription of the country for example.

behind in study. stressing lots about the exams.
got chastised by comrades for not being able to make stuff but they were gentle about it. i don't know if i yelled at the second one or if i was talking normally. didn't mean to. i feel guilty for maybe yelling and not being able to do stuff.
my routine is all stuffed up.
and my uncle is pressuring me into going to dubai too. i don't wanna go to dubai. there is nothing there for me but family i do not like who are bigoted. in lebanon i have the choice of being close to activism and living with my gran who smells like fags and has no internet or staying at my aunts with people who i have mixed feelings towards, far from activism, have the internet and clean air. i'm starting to feel stressed about the trip even though it's only semi confirmed and it's getting me really agitated. as in rocking on my bed agitated. the phone calls didn't help.
too much for one day.

I think I failed an assignment in Science class today. I was confused about some part and I couldn't ask questions. Also, I got no extra time to finish it. I cried in the washroom for sometime because I was upset about myself and the teacher. I'm a perfectionist so that does not help.

I took 4 hours worth of psychological tests today, and I'm worried what they'll show...and I have to go back in next week for 3 more hours.

"socialising" left me burnt out. i am so tired. i do not want to be around people anymore.

my mint has rust and it is not just a few leaves affected, it is all of them. i pruned it back heavily.

behind in work. i am quite certain i will fail. exams are only a few days away.

one of my relatives is disgusting. well they are all disgusting but his grossness keeps coming up in my facebook home page. he put pro police memes up, made fun of people with suicidal depression(via meme) and keeps liking pictures of girls in underwear. i mean he is 17/18 and that could explain his maturity but it is still gross. who goes out of their way to make fun of depressed people? that is not explained by his age.

Had to live through the day with the worse headache I've ever had along with some serious heartburn. That's about it I think. And oh my ex Gf keeps messing with me, no biggie though but it did annoy me a bit.

We've been living here almost 11 months with no light in the living room. Last week I quit going in the living room because I can't see in there and it upsets me and my mother still won't get a light for the living room.

uh? no lights? is a it a bill problem? or she just doenst have any lightbulbs

Once I went without gas in the winter time and it didnt bother me because I love cold weather, they put a lock on my meter and everything so I couldnt turn it back on and I didnt care. I never paid the bill,

nothing bad is happening to me today.

Neither. There is just no light fixture of any kind in there. Someone told us that we could get a light to put on our ceiling fan but my mother won't get one. She doesn't know what kind to get and won't ask anyone to check it and tell her. When we moved in every other room had a ceiling light or wall light already.

I can't use table lamps because of limited outlets and a cat that might knock them over. I tried when I moved in and it didn't really light most of the room like a ceiling light would.

uncle booked me to go to dubai. i told him i do not want to go ages ago and he knows i do not like that place. i have expressed the sentiment that dubai is a hole many times. why would he book me to go there? i flipped out on him & exchanged terse words with him and tried to get him to change it to after the same sex marriage rally so i could go and also have time to do things like garden which is necessary if i want to keep my sanity and see a doctor which i really need to do but he is saying there are no places. i didn't tell him my reasons. i look forward to these rallies like nothing else. marriage rights are more important than a few homophobes i dont care about and a relative who has never made any effort to contact me. i guess im just really disappointed.

Hurricane Sandy. It's the reason I had an extra day at sea, why the boat was extra rocky, and the reason I had no cell service.

Waking up at 5am to babysit three little girls.

The smell of my mums cooking, my family thought it was fine but I hated it and couldn't go in the kitchen!! !!