ZZZTired
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ZZZTired
Velociraptor
Joined: 23 Jan 2018
Gender: Male
Posts: 476
Location: Awake from a good night's rest
28 Jan 2018, 5:30 am
Ya'know planet Earth, instead of trying too hard to make the world accommodating and easy for autistics, how about you just let us go learn on our owns and you be yourself. You don't have to wear a mask that hides the true feelings you would really have for non-autistic people. Don't go out and attack the other non-autistic parties for being around autistics. Lastly, non-autistics, because you gave an autistic a sip of a beer and it got his mom upset and you're upset too, just chill out. Really please just chill out. Lastly, I'd like to say Earth you need to let go of your politically correct and incorrect fears of autistics. You don't need to treat autistics like plutonium, and really you kinda are at times. They're capable of driving a car, having a fully stable job, taking on a leadership role, and many other things too that neurotypicals have. They're not going to get into a car accident, and many other risks.
Had I gotten out an eraser on those medical reports and erased out autistic and just replaced it with a chemically imbalanced brain, then that to me would be a lot better.
My only problem with this argument is that age limit for autistics leaving their house is 35 years old compared to the age of neurotypicals which is 18 years old. No I'm not comparing myself to anyone.
However at this moment I'm going to be asked, "define plutonium." and my response is just search it up on Google. I'm too tired to answer every question there is, because there are some questions I deem unnecessary.
And lastly Earth you don't need to get so very angry to the point where you throw these things at the autistics to show how incapable they are of handling these things. Instead, slowly let them grow and advance their way through to handle these things like anyone else would, please. 
28 Jan 2018, 6:01 am
I just met one of my childhood neighbors at the mall, along with her younger sister. Last I've seen them was, well, 7+ years ago. And that time, the younger girl wasn't any older than 5 or so back then. Quite a sight seeing her again as a teenager.
So the old friend of mine and my mom had a little chat. As I see them, it kinda made me sad. I dunno at first, probably it had something to do that it reminded me that I'm more of a still a child than my old friend, who is actually 3 years younger than I'm.
Then their conversation ended, and went where we're going.
A moment later, my mom told me that -- them seeing her again would remind of their mom. Their mother, who was also my mom's best friend, she passed away about 8 years ago. That time, my old friend was only 12, and her younger sister was no older than 5.
Then, maybe seeing them reminds my mom of their mother, who was also her best friend.
Been holding back my tears the whole time. Even if I momentarily forget, it seem that I couldn't let it go afterwards.
I'm rather sad seeing them again. For more reasons than one.
It could be longing, it could be sympathy, it could be pity -- whether it's just about me, or really about them -- perhaps both, perhaps all at once...The point is that I'm just sad seeing them again.
When I thought of the memory when they mourned, it coincided with my worst years.
Their mom was sick and dying that time. I vaguely remembered how was it that she was suddenly sick. Her death wasn't a surprise to me back then, but it did affected those around her. Poor youngest child of her that time, hadn't grasped the concept of mortality yet.
I'm certain that I did remembered that she asked why her mom was sleeping in that coffin. And, that, her grandparents couldn't honestly answered her.When I looked deeper into the memory, I realized said mom's friend was the very first person I ever confided about skipping classes. This was the very year right before I stop going to school and going out for years.
.. In turn, after she died, my neighbor friends back then would rather run to my mom about their troubles.
How was it that I didn't realized all of that then? It was just another memory to me back then.
But then, I was too busy dealing with my own anger and fear about the world around me. While they mourn and express their angst out there, probably wanted to lock themselves too. Except they couldn't, they're probably not allowed to.
Anyway, I, 8+ years too late to ever express my sympathies to them.
28 Jan 2018, 10:56 am
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28 Jan 2018, 10:56 pm
I feel like a little Sweet Pea now. 
