There are only TWO more months until my husband deploys for a year. Two. And he's been out of state doing officer schooling since October and will be there right up until he deploys. I am tired, exhausted, and no matter how hard I try I am only one person. !#%* Everyone keeps saying focus on the positive, look at the positive, and I am having a hard time seeing what in the world is so positive about him being gone for a year. I am burnt out and we're not even 25% into this. Our oldest son is busying himself with all sorts of extra curricular activities not to mention I HAVE TO HELP HIM LEARN TO DRIVE, and our youngest two have no clue what is coming but they are already having adjustment issues. This freaking sucks.
Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, what do we do?...
And maybe not random...but I try to keep positive thoughts in my head and these are the random ones that keep popping up.