I confess.....

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i confess i bought a second psp just to record games.

i confess i hate that my bro is getting married in a year, to a dog lover.

i confess i will do whatever it takes to not to go to his wedding.

i confess i hate the fact my ds is black [so many fingerprints on it]

i confess i have my wow warrior on my desk.

Red is my favourite colour.

I confess....I'm quite energetic today, would likely qualify as mildly-manic. It's a pleasant mania though, at peace and active, productive and happy, so it's all good.



I confess....now I'm going to 'manically' plow down some food.

I confess I just set my two plots of land in Second Life for sale. I wonder how many months it'll take for them to sell (stoopid economy )

I'm fixated on The Kinks and I'm trying to run away from the truth, because my mum told me that I was the worse that she saw me, the week that I've stayed, leading up to Canadian Thanksgiving. I dream of a world, where autistics are allowed to have obsessions and fixations, and that we can all live at peace with the "experts", society and our families, one day. One day, we will all be able to be ourselves and NTs will get tired of getting us to be exactly like them. ABA therapy will be phased out, and parents will either stop abusing their spectrum children, or doing the opposite, which is putting them on a pedestal.

I've got to stop watching Youtube and start listening to The Kinks. Youtube has become one big fantasy for me. A fantasy of unwanted normalcy on my part. I don't want to be what the mainstream calls normal. I want to Kink out on Mainstream Society.

I confess, when neuro-typicals tell me, I don't have a sense of humor well, I simply wipe it off and take comfort in laughing whenever watching some humorous clips on Youtube or listening to some comedy cd's that are also hilarious..

I confess that now that the shrink can call me any minute to book the first appointment, I'm getting more and more anxious because I have no idea when the shrink will actually call me... and I can't stop obsessing over it...

I confess I went totally addicted to the YouTube forum since I started to post there a couple of days ago
Its a dreamplace to be when having YouTube as special interest....

I confess, that I really wished I was in films, not as an actor but, possibly a director..

I confess, I'm desigining some weird SpongeBob SquarePants/The Fairly OddParents/The Simpsons crossover comic!

i confess i'm making cloud fight in his crossdressing gear on dissidia.

cloud: how dare you!
well look at it this way it doesn't actually change how you look in the game.
cloud: not the point!
xemnas: at least i never crossdressed.
cloud: people still draw you as a female anyway.
xemnas: ....

i confess i think my skits annoy people

i confess i paid for a figureprint of my wow character

xemnas: and...
because i couldn't stand to be apart from her after quiting wow.

i confess i have a fear of buying things in stores with my credit card, cause i hate to sign my name in anything but print.

i confess it's been 15 or so years and i'm still scared of vents.

I confess I'm annoyed that none of my people (friends, boyfriend, cousin) are online on MSN.
I confess I want to sleep a lot more lately.
I confess I'm somewhat scaring myself with how much I want to watch more of Deadly Women... Comcast On Demand really needs to add more episodes.

I confess that I've just realized that succeeding at school has been my obsessive interest for more than 3 years. I've never considered it to be as such before... I didn't even realize that my interest in AS stemmed primarily from this one (I was looking for ways to cope with my stress, and that's what got me into researching AS - I wanted to find out how other people with AS coped with it.)
I confess that I'm very grateful to this interest for getting me the marks I need to get into university, rescuing me from failing school altogether, which is the path I was headed before it all began.
It's funny how it all is coming together now... I remember studying study skills intensely, being very interested in learning styles and Gardner's multiple intelligences. So that's why I always enjoyed talking about study skills and marks and anything related to brain capacity/academic performance/diets that would improve brain functioning/exercise and how it relates to performance and so on and so on...