I confess.....

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I confess that I'm living in a timewarp, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I confess the new house is awesome and I have my own room.

I confess I went a little overboard with decorating, my mom yelled at me.

I confess.... it's my birthday in 2 days!

Happy 16th Birthday, SpongeBobRocksMao!

I confess it's my 3rd sign-on anniversary tommorow, November 24th!

I confess, im mostly on my laptop I can't help it, this site just rocks

Happy 16th Birthday SpongeBobRocksMao

I confess that I don't want a man, a sexy body, or sex.

I confess I'm finding the stupidity and immaturity of a known troll from the freenode IRC network very humourous, this same troll caused me issues months ago and is STILL at it
I confess I laugh in the face of these immature trolls

I confess...

White Men Can't Jump actually was a very good movie.

I want to go to Italy and climb "Mt. Soovius" now.

I confess that I need to see 2007 as it was. It was a year that I got all sick and depressed, again. Things like that happen. I've rediscovered my likes and interests, which happens to patients, when they reserface from their depressive episodes. That's a good thing. I need to pull myself up by my boot straps, chalk it up as a cluster of four random numbers and move on, from this point on.

I confess my History101 class just got cancelled today
and I feel bad posting this.

I confess that I'm addicted to WrongPlanet, once again.

I confess.. I have not been around much lately. I recently joined Facebook and am addicted to Cafe World!!




I secondly confess that I am moving out of my apartment this Friday. Finally! It will be so nice to never have to deal with my scum of an ex anymore.

I confess to no longer being able to withstand a certain pressure.

A decision that I didn't make led to a reasoning that I did make. Long term choices I made before were taken for granted and were used in attempts to steer my hand. Unfortunately for that person, I may be a man of my word, but at the same time, I cannot be controlled or bought with my own loyalty. Just because I made the choice to remain, waiting for a future time, it does not mean I cannot be driven away. When my promises become another person's trading card against me, or against anyone, that is when they lose all merit.

That person has thrown away a potential life partner, but not a friend. The reason is not because I actually concede anything. The reason is not because I choose to be persistent. The reason is because I know the source of the entire fiasco, and I take into account the fact that I am not the only one in distress. I count in the fact that this person is perhaps bleeding far more than I am. I see the pettiness reaching fever pitch, and the shutting out carried to the extreme, and my only response is to hope. To hope that one day the pain for that person will cease, and that my loyal support will be accepted. To hope that my continued friendship throughout a time when it is unseen, throughout a time when it is rejected, both vocally and in action, throughout this time it is perhaps even harder to give than anything else... will be taken for what it is, and not seen as insufficient.

Whether that ever happens or not, I will remain incapable of the same that I have received. I cannot ignore, praying the other to go away. I cannot falsely enlist others to some kind of gang around myself, to shield me from my shortcomings and act as public relations officers. No. Though I may have the ability to do all of that, I don't have the ingredient that matters. Disregard.

Still, however, I continue to defend and remain a loyal friend to that person. But that is now the sum total of the future. It can be the foundation no more.

I am absolutely sure my dearest friend will read this, and probably not like it, but the point is there. The point being that my extension of friendship is something not many people would do in my situation, especially not the person I was recently compared to. But like it or not, it's not your call. I make the decisions, and my decision is to make love not war. It always has been. It's up to you not to piss on your own throne.

((((hugs))))

~Loving Light~

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I will admit that I love peanut butter sandwiches. At least they are cheap to make.

I confess that I have had a few late nights of late and ought to get an early one tonight as I have an extremely early start
I also confess that I hope luckybunny gets through his tough times soon

i confess to leaving my partner sleeping way past the time he wanted waking, as its much more peacful when he's asleep, as we are decorating( or rather he is , and refusingto let me touch anything, and he's doing it wayyy tooo slowwww) and my stress levels are so high im not coping too well