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23 Nov 2016, 3:02 am

^Ok :)



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23 Nov 2016, 9:21 am

Not much.


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23 Nov 2016, 9:30 am

dcj123 wrote:
More or less, yes.

I don't want to talk about this further, I know exactly when my mind got screwed over and it was independent of anyone here. It was harsh but the issue was internal... until I cursed out the mods for no reason, then I was having a panic over being banned. It was only up for a minute tops but I figured their thread is logged... maybe not.

Here is breakdown of my thoughts that night,

Haven Post
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Memories
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Flashback
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Anxiety
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Inability to think clearly
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Telling mods off
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Fear of failure
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More anxiety
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Drug Use
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Not working, even more anxiety
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Plans suicidal / Self harm (Still not thinking clearly)
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Drugs kick in, thinking is impaired but (slightly) sane

So basically the entire self harm part was anxiety induced,

Shouldn't you like realize that consuming drugs because of your negativity can make you feel worse? Believe me, I used to know someone who drinks alcohol excessively because of his anxiety and being bipolar, but he became VERY aggressive because of that. You should, like, drink hot herbal tea, listen to relaxing music, go out for walks, and think more positive, so you won't feel so bad.



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23 Nov 2016, 9:40 am

Books & their theatrical adaptations, sometimes good, sometimes bad.


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23 Nov 2016, 9:47 am

^Come on, now. The Sound of Music is a real classic.



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23 Nov 2016, 9:56 am

UncannyDanny wrote:
^Come on, now. The Sound of Music is a real classic.


No, I was not making reference to Sound of Music rather, how there have been other books that have been brought to the big screen where they were true to the source material or tended to take an alternate turn. An example Stephen King's The Shining


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23 Nov 2016, 9:59 am

UncannyDanny wrote:
Shouldn't you like realize that consuming drugs because of your negativity can make you feel worse? Believe me, I used to know someone who drinks alcohol excessively because of his anxiety and being bipolar, but he became VERY aggressive because of that. You should, like, drink hot herbal tea, listen to relaxing music, go out for walks, and think more positive, so you won't feel so bad.


I do,

That is why I don't do cocaine, ecstasy, PCP, heroin or drink :twisted:

I am doing an herbal solution already... 8)

Anxiety has been at peak since September 2015, I didn't do drugs every day until February. September to February was complete hell and I'll give more details later, please carry on with random happiness. I was actually completely off drugs in late 2015 and you can see how that worked for me.



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23 Nov 2016, 2:14 pm

I was thinking about the statement people always say to encourage students with their studies at uni: 'It is the best three years of your life!' My first attempt at uni landed me in A&E, my second attempt was abortive, and my third attempt is eating me alive, though rest assured I am determined like never before to use this time to gain a career. I guess it is all just benign insincerity with these third parties.


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23 Nov 2016, 3:05 pm

Uhh I feel bad, we had to kick out a room-mate....and well I feel bad. Basically he and another room-mate got into it and he told her she should leave, which she did. Trouble is we cannot afford to keep him here with her gone, she's in a relationship with a different room-mate so was sharing a room with him. Thus its not as easy as just adding another person as there is not an open room to move anyone into.

I wish those two could have just made up and moved on, to avoid this f***d up having to kick someone out....it'll be a sh***y next 30 days as this room-mate certainly was not happy about having to move out so there will likely be some tension till he actually moves out.

Damn and things seemed to be going good, like everyone getting along and relatively little drama around here...until that little episode. Or maybe everyones just good at covering up any drama but it still lurks under the surface till it strikes.


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23 Nov 2016, 3:26 pm

kinda how i felt the first time i had to fire someone.



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23 Nov 2016, 5:14 pm

Religious warning but its mild and I am posting it for the feels not religion.



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23 Nov 2016, 5:28 pm

I love you DCJ.

But seriously, f**k your god.

It's BS, every religion is equally as BS as every other.



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23 Nov 2016, 5:37 pm

^ I feel similarly actually and conversation will be short in the afterlife...

I never said I feel connected, in fact, I feel very disconnected but I suspect at least part of scripture has truth to it or has merit anyway. If God is real, I am screwed and if God is not real... then I am screwed so I am just going to play Terraria in the meantime and not worry about it, such things are outside of my ability to control but I got what I can only assume is his first message loud and clear and that is not an accepting one...



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23 Nov 2016, 5:38 pm

Whatever... :(


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23 Nov 2016, 5:40 pm

Also God implies most people are going to hell with Matthew 7:13-14 :evil:

That sucks :roll:



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23 Nov 2016, 5:43 pm

cathylynn wrote:
kinda how i felt the first time i had to fire someone.


and I wasn't even the one who had to do the kicking out more observed it....my boyfriend and another room-mate did the conversation part.


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