- have my anxiety provoking university degree finished...and paid off!
- a job where I make enough money to live comfortably, preferably in the autism support field.
- a cute condo or townhouse smack dab in the middle of the city and away from my country hick parents (they're nice and all, but...) it would be complete with a pool/hot tub nearby or in the building, and I would own two affectionate cats.
- travel around Canada, USA, and perhaps the world inspiring people and giving talks.
- tons of consultation sessions, helping out anywhere people need my expertise, with money never being an issue.
- a non-standard car, and always have gas money.
- more friends who are similar to me. Plus, I really enjoy their company and they are able to make time for me (all of my current friends are either one or the other). We would do everything together...I miss that feeling.
- my best friend decide that she wants to live in canada again, then we hang out every single day like we used to.
- my current crush becomes my lover and I tag along to his DJ sets.
- return to the addictive, enthralling dreamlike state I lived in as a kid so I won't ever have to get there by alternate means again. 
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Given a “tentative” diagnosis as a child as I needed services at school for what was later correctly discovered to be a major anxiety disorder.
This misdiagnosis caused me significant stress, which lessened upon finding out the truth about myself from my current and past long-term therapists - that I am an anxious and highly sensitive person but do not have an autism spectrum disorder.
My diagnoses - social anxiety disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorder.
I’m no longer involved with the ASD world.