Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I kept waking up last night(some of it could of been because my girlfriend wasn't sleeping well), I had the alarm set because we needed to be up by a certain time & I still feel kind of tired. I may take a Vivarin(caffeine pill) later.

I just realized that getting a fresh, un-slipstreamed Windows 7 installation to install updates is an extremely huge hassle compared to just slipstreaming the install media. Both methods are time consuming, but if I had slipstreamed my install disc like I usually do, I would have been done a long time ago. Also, I still have no idea why exactly my computer acts up the way it does. I don't know if it's the motherboard, the power supply, or what. It might even be the GPU, who knows. I suspect it's the motherboard though, since it has a weird RTC battery holder, and I came to the realization one day that I had the battery in backwards for a while, which perhaps could have damaged something.

Also, I've been trying to get a hold of one of my friends, but have been unsuccessful even though i know he's been online, and I've just generally felt sh***y and anxious lately. What else is new? I've been on Wellbutrin for two weeks and it hasn't done s**t for me. My sleep schedule has been thrown out of whack again too.

Nothing.

My sister taking pride in making me feel self-conscious earlier today.

10 minutes of the business day left and no call about my car. They guaranteed I'd have it by today.

Going out for food today.

I still haven't got notification of a game I ordered on eBay last Sunday night being shipped. I'll try contacting the seller Monday & asking if they shipped it if I still haven't heard anything from them. I also haven't heard back from my doc about a med she prescribed not being in RiteAid's system. I sent her a message using the health center's website. She said 1ce she usually checks those message one day of the week & it's only been a couple days but I was still hoping to hear back.

I was planning to order a pizza & couple other things from Papa John's but their website is having problems & my stomach has been upset today so I decided to wait till tomorrow & hope that their website will be working OK then. It's cheaper for me to order from their website instead of by phone because they have online deals.
After i ate, my VPN wasn't working like it sometimes does & I had to uninstall & reinstall it like I have to do to fix it. I don't know why it screws up every now & then. The main file that you click on to operate it suddenly disappears with no notification or anything for some weird reason. I copied the file when I did the last reinstallation to a different location & that stayed but it wouldn't let me move into it's program folder. it said I didn't have permission. I can delete the program file just fine thou.

Owww. I keep pulling this muscle in my damn foot and I did it again today.

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I have 2 college assignments that are due tomorrow and Tuesday.

The one that's due tomorrow is actually an assignment that I'm already late with but got another chance to try it again, currently editing the video and it's terrible. The assignment was really easy but I made something absolutely terrible =/
And the second assignment is really important if I want to stay in the program and I have yet to start on the presentation, I already had this concept that lacked a storyline so I know it won't be the story that gets picked up but I have 2-3 days left and I'm still not anywhere further.

It's stupid how I had an entire week without college for these assignments and I still manage to skip it, why do those 2 subjects have to be in the beginning of the week? The other subjects don't even have an assignment that's as hard as these two (except for the project assignment) and I wouldn't mind having Dutch, English, Motion Graphics, Sound or AV-p earlier instead of the current assignments

oh well
I have learnt that every time when I'm scared that something at college is going to end up bad it won't be as bad as I expected or not bad at all.

my gender dysphoria has been bad again lately.

and I somehow hurt my left shoulder and elbow

Not looking forward to church today. Our favorite pastor got a call to another church in Florida, and we won't know if he's staying or going for another two weeks. My MIL thinks he's leaving, and I now resent her for opening her big mouth.

Nothing.