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The main thing I find difficult to accept about you, is that you didn't chose me. You made a choice for everything else in your life, except me. So can you see how it is natural for me to just resent all those choices? If you had let me go with dignity and respect, I'd feel different, I would have felt like I mattered. Instead it was like you had to go out of your way to show how little you cared for me, the absolute last person in the world you have time for, a person you won't even deign to speak to. I really hate you for that. You speak to other people, but you will not speak to me, therefore I hate seeing you speak to other people. I resent every choice you make because it excludes me.

I don't really want to hate you. I just do. It rises up out of everything else, feelings of sadness, anger, frustration, helplessness, despair, indignation, disbelief at the whole situation.

Maybe you're right. Maybe I should make some real human friends. Easier said than done though.

Don't entertain me; inform me instead.

I love you. I've been in love with you practically from the day we started chatting online. I daydream ALL. THE. TIME. about living together, having your kids (and homeschooling them) and growing old together. That's why we seem to talk about why you never have time for me a lot more than you might like, I'm absolutely terrified you don't feel the same way and I'll never find someone. Especially now that I think I have Asperger's. I read that Aspies aren't as likely to get married and I'm a little worried you won't want me if you think I might pass this on to our kids or that I might also be able to give them Autism. God, I hope I can actually tell you all this one day.

And, just like that, I'm in tears.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1o2UCLvD38

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qo_TxoQSI34

dear pocky (chocolate cream covered biscuit sticks)-

you are not that good.

It was really weird seeing you the other day. You've got older.

Glad you're still alive and you do look well despite the lines, you old f****r.

I know you still love me, I still love you as well I suppose. You was the closest thing to family I had.

But people move on my friend and I have changed.

Keep travelling old man, every line on you face shows a different destination.

I don't think I'll stay in touch, you can't go back but we're not enemies.

I've been sick since last night..so I just stayed at home taking some rest today. I slept a lot. Still sick..

Stop stalking me on forums.

Dear Person on another aspie website:

Gosh! I know it was years ago, but this is now drifting back into my mind.

What did you mean when you said "you don't mean it" when I said "I envy you"??????

I don't MEAN it? WTF?

That was like responding to someone saying "water is wet" by saying "you don't mean that".
you're like a person who won the lottery. And I am like everyone else who did not win the lottery. So of course I envy you.

1) I dont like being called a liar, (2) Of course I "mean" it! How is it possible for me NOT to envy you? How is that even theoretically possible? (3) Do you think...that I am trying to protect your feelings? Boy have you misunderstood me! I have been trying to get you to man up, and get out of your self pity. I guess I should have stated things more directly.

Listen: I will join you in your pity party. But you have to do one thing first. That being: explain to me what exactly it is that I am supposed to "pity" you for? I have asked you to explain that to me repeatedly, and you steadfastly refuse to do so (in terms that an English speaking person from Planet Earth can understand).

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUyxiI-TY3c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QegNhRAC1-Q

You're still running away from the prison you died in, but you're not finding your way home.