globalwolf2010 wrote:
I wouldn't want to relive my childhood or my early teen years, but if I could go back and change things, then I would. There were quite a few mistakes I made and opportunities I didn't take that I would change with the knowledge that I have now and that I didn't have then. I would make things more enjoyable for myself, basically; then, I could actually enjoy being a kid.
^This.
Reliving my childhood with the knowledge I have now would have saved me from all of the bullying and torment as I would know the appropriate ways to act around people. I would have actually leared how to make friends at an appropriate age, rather than learning it all around the ages of 16-20 and feeling like a loser for doing so. I also would have learned how to regulate my sensory issues so that I wouldn't have had meltdowns and tantrums every day,
If I lived my childhood in this generation, the so called "professionals" would have done a better job at helping me due to the sharp increase in services for children with ASDs. When I was going through school, no one knew what Asperger's was, and just thought I was a manipulative little brat.
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Given a “tentative” diagnosis as a child as I needed services at school for what was later correctly discovered to be a major anxiety disorder.
This misdiagnosis caused me significant stress, which lessened upon finding out the truth about myself from my current and past long-term therapists - that I am an anxious and highly sensitive person but do not have an autism spectrum disorder.
My diagnoses - social anxiety disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorder.
I’m no longer involved with the ASD world.