Dear W,
I'm sorry, but I was trying to act normally when you made a pass on me (or what I assume was a pass), trying to act as a guy normally would around an attractive girl that makes a pass on him, but what normal is, why people do what they do, and what attraction is, I don't have the faintest understanding. The rush of hormones, adrenaline, the warm feeling, the excitement and the urges, it's all a bit toned down for me to say the least.
I realize that me admitting to you that I liked you was probably an awkward thing, the third time we met. Doubly so because I didn't realize what "like" meant. I never dated in high school, never went to college, just worked my entire life and ran my little business. I have no experience in the romance department, so I had no idea how to act, and yes, that's probably why everything went really awkward, really fast.
I'm sorry if I offended you, made your life more complicated, and made you feel awkward. I had no idea how to act, and to this day, I suppose I still don't.
I don't expect you to understand me (or to ever find out how I felt about the situation), but all I really wanted was a friend who shared my interests in artwork, asian culture, and, as dumb as it sounds, one who is a ambidextrous artist as well. You seemed like a perfect "match", and I assumed that's what would have made a "good couple", so to speak.
I don't know why you approached me when you had a boyfriend, but either or, what's done is done. I don't judge you for that, I just wanted to say I'm sorry for being socially awkward and saying the wrong thing. I'm glad I said it here, because it's been bothering me for the past however long it has been, maybe a year?
Hope whatever awkwardness I caused is long gone and that you've forgotten about me by now.
Take care, I wish you well.
-A
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