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I thought I saw you today.

I guess you're still alive then.

Did you recognise me? Did you see how angry I looked?

That's because I never wanted to see you again, though I knew it had to happen sooner or later.

Have you moved on? I hope you have. But I also hope you never forget everything you did to me, and everything you made me do. And if you have another girl, I hope you treat her much better than you treated me.

My brother called you a word you used to like saying a lot. I agree with him. He says you'll never stop being one. I hope not. I hope you've learned from this. Not because I want you to be a better person, because you'll never be better to me. Because I want you to realise how much you've damaged me. I'll never forgive you, and I hope you never forgive yourself. But the least you can do is stop other girls from ending up like me.

my heart for you is unconditional, kitsune.

You now know what I'm like when not under the influence of England. You must remember this from before I was 10. I went back to the way that I was originally. I'm doing the things now that I did back than. I listen to and sing Oh, Canada! I love Germany and German people and things though not as much as of course, Canada. I also draw mounties when the mood strikes me. What's so weird about me doing all those things? Isn't it a bit weird that I flew the Union Jack for 29 years, faking a Cockney accent as a way of wearing the British family name that I was born under in British Columbia because I didn't want you and dad to hate me?

Sometimes I'm really bitter about how my life has gone, about the way my life simply is. There are things that can't be changed. Options I don't have. Love I want to share and never will. I hope the ones I treasure can forgive me for not being able to be for them what I wish I could be.

I know what you're doing, this isn't going to work, even though in contact with someone I relatively trust in real life, because the principle is the same. Talk, for real. There'll never be a right moment. I know you care. It matters.

I know that you did it on purpose. Your little "accident" was a big mistake.

Since you want to play games, I will play one too.

It's called "Insidious Retaliation".

i know that my soul is calm enough for you to fall into my arms, and for all your worries to be spilled into my stillness, and you will be stabilized enough for you to go to a very refreshing and deep sleep from which you will awaken with improved outlooks ready to burst forward.

but you are not my daughter and so that is just how the cookie crumbles. bad luck.

(she is only about 19)

Drop it. You're a moron.

Hope you're feeling better.

Do you miss me, yet? I didn't think so. I'll listen to Lili Marlene as I enjoy my apple strudel.

There are mistakes you cannot forget. It's been so long already and I would do anything to fix this, but I'll never get the chance. I'm sorry.

^ :-C

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I don't know what else to do. Goodbye then.

Do I need to remind you of what happened last time I boycotted working alongside someone in the office due to misconduct?

That's right, 3 years later and I'm STILL not working alongside them. I'd repent if I were you.

We won't see each other again, and I know I'm just a random creep to you. I wonder if you could tell how much I'd like to kiss you head to toe, and more. I wonder what else you thought I wanted.