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mebbe a less awful death than being torn apart by a hawk? in any case, the rainbow bridge shines so bright I can see it from my window.

WP's been kind of empty in a number of places the last few days.

((Kraftie)) ((Blabster)) ((Cberg))

A definite yes to the Rainbow Bridge. This will sound very silly, but I pray for all the small deaths I'm aware of, and in the prayer I ask for them to be there and mine if they're nobody else's, so I can bring them in with me and all my other critter loves, when it's time... (edit in: I'm sure they're all someone's, but it never hurts to have some backup, yea?)

Shiva and the Grasshopper
Shiv, who poured the harvest and made the winds to blow,
Sitting at the doorways of a day of long ago,
Gave to each his portion, food and toil and fate,
From the King upon the guddee to the Beggar at the gate.
All things made he--Shiva the Preserver.

Mahadeo! Mahadeo! He made all, --
Thorn for the camel, fodder for the kine,
And mother's heart for sleepy head, O little son of mine!

Wheat he gave to rich folk, millet to the poor,
Broken scraps for holy men that beg from door to door;
Battle to the tiger, carrion to the kite,
And rags and bones to wicked wolves without the wall at night.
Naught he found too lofty, none he saw too low --
Parbati beside him watched them come and go;
Thought to cheat her husband, turning Shiv to jest --
Stole the little grasshopper and hid it in her breast.
So she tricked him, Shiva the Preserver.

Mahadeo! Mahadeo! Turn and see.
Tall are the camels, heavy are the kine,
But this was Least of Little Things, O little son of mine!

When the dole was ended, laughingly she said,
Master, of a million mouths, is not one unfed?"
Laughing, Shiv made answer, "All have had their part,
Even he, the little one, hidden 'neath thy heart."
From her breast she plucked it, Parbati the thief,
Saw the Least of Little Things gnawed a new-grown leaf!
Saw and feared and wondered, making prayer to Shiv,
Who hath surely given meat to all that live.
All things made he--Shiva the Preserver.

Mahadeo! Mahadeo! He made all, --
Thorn for the camel, fodder for the kine,
And mother's heart for sleepy head, O little son of mine!

--Rudyard Kipling

(who is, if anyone on earth can be, the Bridgekeeper, surely)

My finger is hurting & I have some pain in my rib

insoles bunched up in my shoes while I was walking and I repeatedly had to stop, bend over [OUCH!] and remove shoe, un-bunch the phuqing stooopid insoles back into position, put the shoe back on, straight out [OUCH!] and start walking again, only to have to do the whole GDMF thing AGAIN a hundred feet later. if they can put a GD man on the GD moon.....

i want to f*****g die i'm a horrible friend

i'll be your friend if you wish it.

spaghetti

it is only important that you tried. whether people appreciate it or not is strictly on them. leave 'em to god. people are entitled to their opinions regarding our respective "not-enoughness" but these are just opinions with as much distinctive import as belly buttons. at my age, being ignored is a plus, but it did take me a good while to learn to see it that way. I do hope you can keep your patience up until you get to that point also.

The knowledge that my life will essentially end in two years.

Oh hell, Kip. I'm sorry you're feeling crummy and trapped. You're one of the main people who makes it worth being on this site / on the actual planet! And I do know that this post won't help as much as I wish, because you need to hear these things from specific people, who for whatever reason don't say them to you. That sucks.

I wish to God I really *was* an edge witch like my username; I'd cast a massive Notice-and-Appreciate spell and people would know find themselves so richly valued...

Conflict between friends at autism group.

This entire world is going through some massive deep dark depression at the moment. I don't think I can do anything about it. I wish I could but unfortunately I can't.

My mom threatened to place me in a group home.

Sorry you have to deal with that. That sucks! *HUG*