Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I seem to have lost my courage...I am looking for it all over the place now as I really really need it.

Booze..? No not at all. I didn`t know either. Thanks for telling me.
I lost my real courage that I have been so lucky to have felt for a while now. And if there is one thing I don`t need now is to become discouraged. Sorry about the confusion!

^The strongest thing I drink is when I forget to pick the chamomile teabag from my cup....

I overslept.

Also I am still coughing.

Several things today went horribly wrong, and there has been a history of these exact things going horribly wrong repeatedly, despite everything I do to try and change them (working with different people, changing the schedules, etc. etc. etc., nothing works).

I came here to post and had a meta-unhappy, because I realized that I'd spill my guts here and nobody would respond or care, because that has happened here the last few times I've bothered to share anything on this thread. When I look back through this thread it's like people screaming into the vacuum of interstellar space, each one alone, none of them seeing any of the others.

The really sick part of this particular cosmic joke is that the things that went horribly wrong today all involved people taking my patience and tolerance and forbearance for granted, which is what always happens with these particular things - it is the way they always go wrong. And yes, my judgement is competent, and I am indeed seeing my patience etc. repeatedly taken advantage of. By a rotating cast of characters.

So here I am, crying into the void. Ahh, to hell with it. To hell with everything.

I hear you
From the other side of the void

I hear you too, Esme, and I feel equally alarmed about the cosmic void that has appeared, especially as of late. Your posts are brilliant and always a source of comfort for me, as well as others. Please know you have an army of support behind you.

Isabella

But I’ve noticed the void is everywhere.
The site has slowed so much I feel like I’m talking to myself most days.

It does seem slow, but I haven't been here that long to compare to the active "old days".

My unhappy: I have a caffeine related two day headache. I want to crawl into bed and not get out until tomorrow but that's impossible for me right now.

The bus.

My Mudda

I've been here about a year and did notice when Esmer wasn't posting. I enjoy your posts, Esmer.

I don't even look in this thread much because I try to look for the positive every day and that helps me a lot. I don't even feel like posting what went wrong today when I hear about other people's troubles. I know mine are minor in comparison.

I didn't realize this thread was for discussion. I thought that went more in the Haven if you wanted support. But I am just learning by observing and may have it incorrect.

I hope you feel better soon, Esmer.

Dropped a chair on my foot.

Really hope you feel better soon, Esmerelda.