For many years, I've been walking at nighttimes rather smoothly.
While most people are worried or wary.
I did not understand them.
Then I saw or read people passing tips: like walk faster, look straight ahead, etc.
Don't look like you're lost, do not look fearful.
I do not understand them.
Then I look at myself; I do walk faster, I do straight up look ahead onto whatever route I go. I don't act lost, not even when I do because I can handle being lost.
... I never feared being lost.
While everyone does to a point that they'd be going for transports or to never go alone.
And then there's the fear responses; that people freeze up if they get confronted.
Or have an urge to run. At least that's what I picked up from countless accounts i ever heard so far.
Me? All I feel is containment of violence. Like I have to hold myself back from fighting.
I do not understand them.
Lastly, the mentality...
They're looking for safety and caution.
Me? Half the time, I feel like I want to express pent up frustration.
They want to be out as fast as possible.
I'm just open for whatever fight.
I do not understand them still.
Intellectually, I do, but... They assume I'm like most people -- like them.