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The best thing I ever did was change the cushions round on my couch

Must be feng shui

i fell this morning and fractured two bones in the lower arm and wrist,

Sorry to about that
You've been in the wars lately

I absolutely loathe and detest Saturday morning cookery shows on television

I'm almost phobic of them it's that bad

Whatever happened to Tizwaz

I think that I might never commit self-injury, even in childhood and adolescence and I suppose that in USA I would be not diagnosed with ASD according to DSM-V at all. But I was diagnosed with PDD (AS) in 2008 via ICD-10.

I love fire I do

It's just so beautiful

I have a lot of doubts about me being autistic.

I'm not a children's entertainer

I wonder if I am really autistic or not.

Over the past year (???), I have taken a renewed interest in Hot Wheels cars, an interest that has been absent for about 54 years. I mention this this because I was looking for a picture of the Lincoln Futura Concept car, a car recently featured on the Stuff You Should Know podcast. I found a picture on Pinterest, along with pictures of many other concept cars from the '50s and '60s. I think a very old interest has been reawaken.

I got my two hotwheel cars from Aldi

Mmmmmm I love the chocolate on a kitkat chunky me

I only ever had one suicidal thought in my current lifetime.
And that makes it so memorable.


What's even more memorable were the moments that made it stop.

What made it stop?
It's not love, it's not pride, it's not spite, it's not missing out, it's not even self preservation.

It felt more like a duty.
A duty to see everything through, whatever that may be, no matter how miserable.

Then the endless echoes in equally endless directions that I couldn't fathom, directly towards me at that very moment.
And I couldn't articulate it other than "it was everything".
It's more than love, more than pride, more than just missing out, more than self preservation, more than spite. Just "everything". Even things I never had thought, and still couldn't ever name.

It is still a mystery for me.
So sometimes I just wonder.

If it's just my head or something else beyond me.

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I think that NVLD (nonverbal learning disorder) should simply mean developmental visual-spatial disorder.

I just won two cute boho necklaces I think I'll share one with my psychologist, I always give her the things I win

I'm writing a Terminator fic