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as soon as its daylight i can't see the letters on the keyboard, what s**t paint is that, HP
outside the a z q x most have barely any paint on them, really
economizing ? why not put no letters at all

ah lost the plot but here it is again,
i wanted to buy bed linens, all they sold was recycled textile, excuse me??
i don't want that on my bed,
another idiot idea,
there is no shortage of that

to the bank - to the bank

I have PIQ 104 despite weak visual thinking (especially in rotating, 3D and detailed fresh memory) with much better results in Block Design (14) and Coding (13) than in Picture Arrangement (8), Object Assembly (9) and Picture Completion (9). The difference between Coding (13, corresponding to IQ 113 - 117) and Object Assembly or Picture Completion (9, corresponding to IQ 93 - 97) is pretty high and it is interesting.

If I have faced unfairness or have been very upset by ill treatment, I tend to go on about it. It's because I strongly swear by the saying "a problem shared is a problem halved". It really is so true.

I'm obsessed with witchcraft and the occult, but I no longer care for wicca. As far as I'm concerned that's fake fluffy faddish witchcraft for teen girls and bored middle aged women.

I prefer the real stuff, which exists everywhere in this world if you look hard enough. Even Japan has its own versions of witchcraft and folk magic like kodoku (a powerful ancient curse that involves placing venomous bugs and reptiles in a jar causing them to devour each other until only one survivor remains consumed by the venom and hatred it collects from the others, this can be used in revenge spells but also for attracting great wealth through inheritence).

There's also the wara ningyo, a Japanese curse thar involves hammering a straw doll nailed to a sacred tree at the "Ox Hour" (between 1:00 am to 3:00 pm) every night for 7 days in a row until the target of the curse eventually dies.

This particular curse is hard to get away with doing these days and is an arrestable offense in Japan as it can be seen as threatining behavior by the police.

Japanese witches are even a somewhat popular subject in ukiyo-e art. Like this one that depicts a scorned princess summoning a giant skeleton to battle a samurai and avenge her warlord father who was executed by the Emperor.

I wonder whether my sister is autistic or not. This topic fascinates me.

I suppose that AuNLD correlate more with schizoid or schizotypal traits than ASD and even more than NLD, AuNLD and ASD correlate more with ADHD-H and ADHD-C than NLD and AuNLD may correlate with OCD more than ASD and even more than NLD...

AuNLD is like combined-type ADHD in comparison to hyperactive-impulsive type ADHD and predominantly-inattentive ADHD. AuNLD can have less autistic symptoms than ASD itself and less NLD symptoms than NLD itself, presentation of both autism and eneldism themselves can be less striking than in ASD alone and NLD alone.

AuNLD is a "combined" kind of pervasive developmental disorder.

I have relatively poor visual thinking skills and significant dominance of verbal thinking (no so much need of visual thinking in my life generally) and my verbal IQ was 22 points higher than my PIQ on Wechsler test in 2016, although PIQ was 104, so not that bad. My strongest subscales in VIQ were Arithmetic (18) and Information (17) (while Digit Span (11) was the lowest in verbal part, lower than Coding (13) from performance part) and my strongest subscales in PIQ were Block Design (14) and Coding (13) (while Picture Arrangement (8) was the poorest in performance part).

I wonder if I have hypophantasia, NVLD (nonverbal learning disorder) or none of them. I have Asperger syndrome diagnosis since 2008 but I have doubts about having autism spectrum disorder because I am not typical person with ASD despite poor functioning in adulthood, special interests, "no social life". My sensory issues are rather mild, I do not tolerate physical discomfort and avoid it. I do not have temporary mutism at all. I suppose that I have never had a shutdown or a meltdown. I have diagnoses of schizotypal disorder and OCD too, in DIVA-5 test from September 2024 my results suggested that I have combined-type ADHD. I had marked asymmetric fetal growth restriction and low birth weight after illness of my mother before my birth.

I do not have aphantasia but I wonder if I have hypophantasia. I have poor visual memory for details (I did four errors in Benton test for short-term visual memory in 2016 while the norm for my age was zero or one error). I had also very poor and poor results in Wisconsin Card Sorting Test in 2016.

What people may think when they see I have RSD: We better tread carefully around her in case we offend her or she thinks we're plotting against her

What RSD is really like for me: Once enough trust has built up in a friendship or even acquaintanceship, I can read between the lines and understand intentions and feelings better than I do with someone whom I don't trust enough.

Whenever I imagine emotional hung ups, emotional needs, phobias, triggers, etc...

I imagined and thought frustration and annoyance.
Not fearfulness, worry, shame, resignation, etc.

I'm aware that most people do not have frustration or annoyance as a first response to any negative emotions or adversive experiences.

Just as I figured most people do not have violence and aggression as a first choice.

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I "fear" that my sister has just immature personality disorder instead of Asperger syndrome. I heard or read about two cases of women who were diagnosed with immature personality disorder before diagnosis of Asperger syndrome in Poland. One of them had older brother with pervasive developmental disorder and disability pension who had serious perinatal problems and another had above-average intelligence and once wrote about intervention of police and ambulance which were called by a parent due to her serious issues (in the case of my sister, she herself called police after a quarrel with our brother (who is younger than me but older than she) and then agreed to calling ambulance by police).

While the other little boys and girls were drawing rainbows, clouds and flowers - I was drawing spiked helmets, iron crosses and swastikas.

I think that I had "pseudopsychopathic schizophrenia"/"heboidophrenia" in childhood and adolescence. I had peculiar sexuality, bizarre antisocial acts and "pathological lying" for fun before I became much more religious. I also had obsessive-compulsive symptoms, magical thinking and weird fantasies. When I was 23 years old, I was diagnosed with schizotypal disorder first time.

I think that people diagnosed with NLD instead of AS have AS with NLD neuropsychological profile or AS with developmental visual-spatial disorder.

I just won a handbag I'm going to give it to my mom again because I already have a handbag myself - I won it as well Like the overwhelming majority of the things I own, anyway.

I would name all people with NLD who have social problems as autistic.

I like the 80s. That was the decade that Berlin Wall came down.