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Maybe I DO have a biological basis for hating words.

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I think that calico cats are cute.

I think that cats can be very sweet.

the geopolitics in your frontlane

now the shovel shovelled the snow up to the old stone wall(of our garden) im getting so angry
townhall shut of the parking on the opposite side because one cow ate one flower at the forbidden fountain, (no free water rule, imagine that)
hooray for the progress

I think that dogs can be cute and very sweet.

I also think that mice and rats can be cute and sweet despite the fact that they can be pests...

Elvis Presley is my favourite solo artist.

The closest I've ever come to hitting someone is the time my baby brother lied and said I'd hit him. I was so angry at the injustice of being scolded and sent to my room for something I hadn't done that for a moment I wanted to slap him just to restore order and balance. The impulse passed and never returned. But I am very angry in dreams sometimes.

I do not have hallucinations but I quite often have dreams during sleeping. Today I had a very "nasty" dream and I can have fear that it was real

I don't have a desk, or a chair. What I have, however, is conviction uhhhh no I mean *cough cough* What I have is a bed made of a ~5.5 cm thick sponge-filled square-shaped blue-fabric-enveloped cushion, on top of a ~4 cm thick glossy reflective relatively-low-coefficient-of-friction woven plant fiber mat. The latter may look like tatami, but it doesn't qualify, since the plant fibers are much harder, and each fiber is made of a singular stripped portion of a stem, about 2 mm wide. It is also cross-stitched.

The cushion makes sure that I am not sitting on a hard object and spreads my weight much more evenly over the bed.

This serves as my platform for... well.... everything. From sleeping to reading to typing things on the Internet, just not eating though; that is reserved for the downstairs dining/living room. I am typing this while in a shrimp-like posture on my bed, but with my entire body being supported by cushions and my pillow.

Maybe I will get a stuffed animal someday. However, I can't decide on the species. And I heard they shed a lot of (synthetic) fur in the first few months, which would be an absolute ducking nightmare as they will get stuck in my fabric-made objects as well as the mat. They could make my mental health better, however.

Thanks, TesrickTheDog, for the comment to my previous post.

I heard quite a lot vulgarisms from my sister who appears to return into hikikomori-like lifestyle after finishing six-month lasting internship above two months ago. She probably has no diagnosis at all and probably has not had a visit with a psychiatrist in her life. She will have the 25th birthday for less than one hundred days. But she is childish in my opinion and I think that she should have disability pension for at least some time. She appears to be "unenthusiastic" unlike me. I do not know what are her interests now. I do not know what she does in the Internet for many years. She locks herself in her room regularny and our family does not know so much about what she does.

I would say that my family "does not see the elephant in the room"... For me my sister looks strangely autistic and I think that she should receive PDD/ASD diagnosis ASAP. I noticed strange "similarities" between my sister and two women with PDD diagnosis - one older than me who was diagnosed with Asperger syndrome in adulthood and second younger than my sister who was diagnosed with childhood autism in early childhood before she started to talk. The second woman looked nearly like a double of my sister (for example in body figure, height, clothing style, hair, eyes). The first woman received disability pension despite late diagnosis, the second probably still has no disability pension and I do not know if she ever will have this benefit despite having theoretically "more obvious" ASD than the first woman. My sister has a brother who has a PDD diagnosis and disability pension (me), which suggest at least partially genetic basis for concerning symptoms. I may wonder to which of the two women whom I mentioned in this person my sister is more similar and I think that these strange "similarities" and having the brother with PDD diagnosis who is on disability pension due to mental health problems simply unambigously say that my sister is autistic too.

That's a lot of stuff you've noticed there

I hate to boast but I don't reckon I can walk for 10 minutes without my stick...it's been a real crutch

I'm becoming more assertive with each passing year.

I wish that I would have started my life as a little Bavarian boy instead of the way I did.

Then reincarnation is the chance for you

My mom was once told by a healer, a reiki master with paranormal powers that her her own health problems were caused by the karma from her previous life in which she was a bad person and that's why