10 May 2011, 6:19 am
run with small working piles.. 
i do that with dvds, but watch a lot of films online. & i doubt i have more than 30 albums. rarely buy music, or download it. i do love music though, even more than Fudo even. 
10 May 2011, 8:05 am
10 May 2011, 8:37 am
I hearts Salad Fingers 
10 May 2011, 9:34 am
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10 May 2011, 10:10 am
Good morning to Kyle and everyone else! 
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10 May 2011, 1:34 pm
I'm having a pretend conversation on facebook with a baby leaf monkey. 
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10 May 2011, 4:23 pm
So do I. The guy who created it was inspired by Tim Burton, so how could I not heart it?
I remember you! I'm happy you are still around. I hate it when regulars leave.
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10 May 2011, 5:58 pm
10 May 2011, 6:28 pm
She expects me to function like a normal person when I am incapable of it, and then gets mad at me for it! 
Saying you're incapable is probably what is pissing her off. If you do as absolutely well as you can and seek treatment for the problems that you genuinely have, she probably won't act that way.
I'm not saying that you don't do any of that; just saying that "I am incapable of it" gives off that sort of attitude. ("I have a disability so I cannot do this.")
Now that I'm back to "normal", I can say that I was probably a bit angrier than the situation called for. I am trying to get help, I'm going to a psychiatrist currently. I was going to talk to him about bipolar/cyclothymia last week but ran out of time, so I will this week. I most likely need medication for that.
I've especially gotten worse this week: I can't do any schoolwork for the life of me, which isn't making mom happy. But it's very frustrating to not be able to do it, and she expects me to anyway. I am extremely far behind in chemistry. I have like 19% done and only 11 days left. In my current condition I'll fail it for sure. Part of the reason is that since I'm so behind and have so much to do, doing school gives me anxiety and I want to avoid it...
I guess this would be better suited for the Rant thread.
My sleep schedule is FUBAR.
Yesterday I fell asleep at 11am and woke up at 5pm, then today I fell asleep at 5am and woke up at 3:30pm.
