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This. I haven't stopped laughing at this video since yesterday.

It's in the game Elite Dangerous but you don't need to know anything about the game to understand it.

My new story makes no sense at all. Then again, it involves dreams.

Ah, ffffffforget the elephant story.
I'm no good at writing stories.
I suck.

^That's alright.

I'm going to the hospitals.
See you later.

^Okay. I hope everything goes well enough for you.

I can't get out of this cranky mood!

Iit's extremely boring and I'm stick with one of my cousins. She's nice and all, but we're both autistic and she's the loud variety and she's driving me crazy! @_@

^Can you go hide under a blanket in your room? That helps me when there's too much noise.

This isn't my house. It's my aunts. I could go upstairs, but her mom (one of my other cousin's wife) told me to keep watch of her. My mom told me to just hang tight and I'll get a reward if I do.

*sigh* I'm so tired of adults conditioning children like that. 'We love you, but it is a conditional love, only if you are good, only if you act under our expectations of you. We will give you a reward, but only if you go along with those expectations.'

Sorry. I've been wanting to rant about that for awhile.

Kitty hugs for you, Midnightstar.

If anyone else is around, Midnightstar needs lots and lots of hugs right now.

Hugs for Miss Midnightstar.

Sending hugs and good thoughts your way, Midnightstar.

I take other people's pain and make it my own...is it because I'm genuinely a kind person, or because I want people to pay attention to me, making up a pitiful little ego story that I believe in?

I wished for love, and got it, and found someone who loves me so much, yet then I doubt and feel guilty, as if as if my perfectionism means that she is not enough, as if I don't want a 'teacher-student' dynamic but don't do anything to change it, as if my love is suddenly conditional, as if by giving too much and not receiving enough back [which I totally do], means that I'll just walk away...
Or is it me that doesn't feel good enough, not wanting to hurt anyone?

I don't know what to do...if she is my soulmate, I don't want to make a horrible mistake...but I also want to be open enough, and I don't know what I'm saying...I'm sorry, everyone.

^But you love us here, too, don't you?

Hoodlum hugs to Raleigh & Midnightstar! Don't sweat it. I have no idea what I'm talking about but everything's cool, by a considerable margin.

*quiet partying*

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