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Disordered eating is my primary addiction. I literally never stop thinking about it, how long can I go without eating, how much do I hate myself when I do, how much can I make myself hurt. Can I make my joints ache and my heart hurt when I'm resting, can I make it just a bit longer.

I am working out 5 hours a day, minimum, now that I'm injured.
It's midnight here, I've been going for the last 3.

I threw out my food when I got home, since no one was watching me.

I picked up overtime tomorrow night, specifically because it means I won't have to eat, and I'll be on my feet more.

I would do anything, absolutely anything.

And this is me 'better'.
I'm never getting better.
Better than I was, though.

I can barely stand to go for a few hours without eating something...being skinny and small oddly means that I need to eat frequently.

*hugs Rachey*

I guess you can use the term angels if you want.
Everything else is correct.
We're corporeal, but different. Used to live a lot more in the open.

According to Doreen Virtue, if fairies ascend, they become angels. If you took a quiz to see how much you match 'Incarnated Elemental', what do you think you would get, Rachey? [I have a book on Incarnated Beings; I seem to match Incarnated Angel/Incarnated Cat the most.]

One of the questions:

Do you manifest easily?

Manifest what?

I think it means 'manifest new things into your reality, anything from material belongings to meeting new people to peace to prosperity to positive events'.

I bought half a liter of coke today, drank a couple of sips and then added vodca to it. Then I walked down to the sea and looked for pebbles. It's lovely being tipsy outside.

I'm addicted to getting rid of stuff/things at the moment. I think about it almost all the time. I need to quit that now, I think I can. At least I have done for many years before. It's sooo freeing to get rid of stuff. I feel more whole, more in control, but also freer.

The problem is, I tend to question the authority of any quizzes like that.

I'm reading through and arguing with the author.
How do they know?

Now is that because I'm a rule-questioning fiery tempered free spirit >>>>> elemental?
Or because I'm a rule-questioning fiery tempered free spirit >>>>>> full stop.

For real though, I am fae.
I have authority on the matter because I say so, ofc.

*turns Raleigh into a tree*
*magics away Froya's stuff*

^Doreen Virtue's updated version of her Earth Angel Realms book is quite helpful in that regard; she genuinely knows what she's talking about.

wow 5 hours!

only big guys who eat like pigs + on steroids who work out over 4 hours a day every day.

other than that = injury overtraining overkill burnout DAMAGE


please do a 5 minutes research on this on google or something.

Sorry, Raleigh.
I feel like I said stuff about myself there and I shouldn't.
Made it a bit about me, ugh.
I am doing rounds of apologies, so here's yours.

Post-midnight self-loathing, I'm like clockwork.
Seriously though .
Sorry if I was a dick.

I know, thank you though.
I'm researched up. You could ask me anything lol, bro science and real science, my head's full of it.

I have a weakness for trying to make myself feel strong.

My brain says:
injury = loss of mobility = less effective workouts = do more workouts = do double what you normally do = do triple = do it again = ....

I know it's not right.

Five...five hours...

i have read somewhere that only 2 percent of women in the world are natural blondes.
no wonder they universally look rich, even if they were not really rich.

they look tooooooo foreign to me. i see people like that only on tv/foreign movies/youtube,...etc

I don't know what it is about Funshine or Care Bears in general, but something about them just gives me little warm fuzzies inside.

I can't sleep

Though I'm pretty sure by posting this, I'll be asleep within an hour.