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20 May 2017, 4:15 pm

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Sweet.

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20 May 2017, 4:16 pm

*sings*

gonna beat that tumour right outta ya head
repeat x8

And then put it in your ear

Happy Christmas slave Raleigh, lick the toilet clean.



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20 May 2017, 4:17 pm

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Ha not me. I can't advise. I have a sink full of dishes that need doing, but I'm on here instead.

I'm not too bad on the day to day things but I have a thousand unfinished projects on the go which I'd like to finish sometime before I die.
Seems silly, but it's depressing to me having things unfinished.
A failure.
I don't know why I should care.


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20 May 2017, 4:19 pm

QuillAlba wrote:
*sings*

gonna beat that tumour right outta ya head
repeat x8

And then put it in your ear

Happy Christmas slave Raleigh, lick the toilet clean.

Gonna wash that man right outta my hair.
Yuk, what's he doing in my hair?
Should have tied it up before I killed him.


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20 May 2017, 4:20 pm

^^ Ever think you don't finish them for precisely that reason?

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Gonna wash that man right outta my hair.
Yuk, what's he doing in my hair?
Should have tied it up before I killed him.


That man-porridge gets everywhere.



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20 May 2017, 4:25 pm

1Biggles1 wrote:
Well it blooming freezing here! just woke up a few hours ago and inside temp was 5c

Also been wandering if its not just the depression i have been experiancing but Autistic burnout?

As a response to the first sentence: OH MY GOD!! 8O Can't someone buy an electrical heater (or several) of some sort!

About the autistic burnout, I don't know anything about it so can't help you there. I think it's a natural consequence to feel depressed/sad/anxiety/stress and so on as a result of loss, or having a broken heart though :)



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20 May 2017, 4:34 pm

I've been exhausted mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually from constantly trying to fit in and work out how people work.
Which the last one can't be done.
People are just incomprehensible.
I gave up hope of ever working them out.
Step back and be an observer.
Don't try.
Weirdly, this has worked for me.
The more I'm uninvolved, the more I see.


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20 May 2017, 4:37 pm

Froya wrote:
1Biggles1 wrote:
Well it blooming freezing here! just woke up a few hours ago and inside temp was 5c

Also been wandering if its not just the depression i have been experiancing but Autistic burnout?

As a response to the first sentence: OH MY GOD!! 8O Can't someone buy an electrical heater (or several) of some sort!

About the autistic burnout, I don't know anything about it so can't help you there. I think it's a natural consequence to feel depressed/sad/anxiety/stress and so on as a result of loss, or having a broken heart though :)


Thanks for responding Froya! was just about to go hide back under my rock where i belong!
Its not so much about the broken heart, its something else i cant put into a sentence. just confusing...

Yeah the heat or lack there of is a bit of a problem here! but having 4x2kw heaters going all day and all night will = one hell of a monthly bill and any excess above what everyone is paying is coming out of my pocket. I have a room i cannot let as it is not only too cold but also damp so have to cover the rent for that room also. The real estate agent is on her own planet and is impossible to deal with. Only way to sort a number of issues out is to take to tribunal which i dont have the energy for at present. Sort of paradoxical...
Ok will bugger off back to my rock and let you lot carry on.



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20 May 2017, 4:38 pm

Raleigh wrote:
I've been exhausted mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually from constantly trying to fit in and work out how people work.
Which the last one can't be done.
People are just incomprehensible.
I gave up hope of ever working them out.
Step back and be an observer.
Don't try.
Weirdly, this has worked for me.
The more I'm uninvolved, the more I see.


+1

This is the trick to getting by.
Stop giving a f**k.
Zombies are unfathomable. Fitting in is futile.



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20 May 2017, 4:38 pm

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^^ Ever think you don't finish them for precisely that reason?

I'm not sure what you mean.
Please take pity and explain.


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20 May 2017, 4:41 pm

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People are just incomprehensible.
I gave up hope of ever working them out.
Step back and be an observer.


That sounds like a fine plan to me.


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20 May 2017, 4:43 pm

Raleigh wrote:
racheypie666 wrote:
^^ Ever think you don't finish them for precisely that reason?

I'm not sure what you mean.
Please take pity and explain.


You want to finish them before you die.
To finish them would be to remove reasons to live.

May not be for you, but that's how it is for me.
The thought of my parents going through my room kept me away from suicide when I was very ready for it.
I could have just gotten rid of the things I didn't want them to see. It would be very easy.
Those things are still there to this day.



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20 May 2017, 4:43 pm

Observing people is interesting.

I don't like to take part though, I'm only okay with observing.

Listening and observing is a dying art.



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20 May 2017, 4:46 pm

1Biggles1 wrote:
Froya wrote:
1Biggles1 wrote:
Well it blooming freezing here! just woke up a few hours ago and inside temp was 5c

Also been wandering if its not just the depression i have been experiancing but Autistic burnout?

As a response to the first sentence: OH MY GOD!! 8O Can't someone buy an electrical heater (or several) of some sort!

About the autistic burnout, I don't know anything about it so can't help you there. I think it's a natural consequence to feel depressed/sad/anxiety/stress and so on as a result of loss, or having a broken heart though :)


Thanks for responding Froya! was just about to go hide back under my rock where i belong!
Its not so much about the broken heart, its something else i cant put into a sentence. just confusing...

Yeah the heat or lack there of is a bit of a problem here! but having 4x2kw heaters going all day and all night will = one hell of a monthly bill and any excess above what everyone is paying is coming out of my pocket. I have a room i cannot let as it is not only too cold but also damp so have to cover the rent for that room also. The real estate agent is on her own planet and is impossible to deal with. Only way to sort a number of issues out is to take to tribunal which i dont have the energy for at present. Sort of paradoxical...
Ok will bugger off back to my rock and let you lot carry on.

Sorry, I take a long time to respond because there's a lot of different thoughts in your posts and I get muddled up trying to respond to them all, so I have to pick out one to respond to.
I can't write a lot.
Maybe I should do as Lillikoi suggested and go over to twitter.


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20 May 2017, 4:48 pm

1Biggles1 wrote:
Thanks for responding Froya! was just about to go hide back under my rock where i belong!
Its not so much about the broken heart, its something else i cant put into a sentence. just confusing...

Yeah the heat or lack there of is a bit of a problem here! but having 4x2kw heaters going all day and all night will = one hell of a monthly bill and any excess above what everyone is paying is coming out of my pocket. I have a room i cannot let as it is not only too cold but also damp so have to cover the rent for that room also. The real estate agent is on her own planet and is impossible to deal with. Only way to sort a number of issues out is to take to tribunal which i dont have the energy for at present. Sort of paradoxical...
Ok will bugger off back to my rock and let you lot carry on.

No, don't go hide under a rock. You don't belong there :heart:

Reading about conditions and getting more understanding about what one is struggling with can feel very good. I have done that soooo much previously in my life. If you feel the symptoms of autistic burnout fits you, then you are probably right!

Sorry about the cold problem. Here in Norway the electrical bill in the winter can get many times as high as the ones in the summer months. Also if your houses are not so well isolated that of course has a big impact too.



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20 May 2017, 4:49 pm

Raleigh wrote:
1Biggles1 wrote:
Froya wrote:
1Biggles1 wrote:
Well it blooming freezing here! just woke up a few hours ago and inside temp was 5c

Also been wandering if its not just the depression i have been experiancing but Autistic burnout?

As a response to the first sentence: OH MY GOD!! 8O Can't someone buy an electrical heater (or several) of some sort!

About the autistic burnout, I don't know anything about it so can't help you there. I think it's a natural consequence to feel depressed/sad/anxiety/stress and so on as a result of loss, or having a broken heart though :)


Thanks for responding Froya! was just about to go hide back under my rock where i belong!
Its not so much about the broken heart, its something else i cant put into a sentence. just confusing...

Yeah the heat or lack there of is a bit of a problem here! but having 4x2kw heaters going all day and all night will = one hell of a monthly bill and any excess above what everyone is paying is coming out of my pocket. I have a room i cannot let as it is not only too cold but also damp so have to cover the rent for that room also. The real estate agent is on her own planet and is impossible to deal with. Only way to sort a number of issues out is to take to tribunal which i dont have the energy for at present. Sort of paradoxical...
Ok will bugger off back to my rock and let you lot carry on.

Sorry, I take a long time to respond because there's a lot of different thoughts in your posts and I get muddled up trying to respond to them all, so I have to pick out one to respond to.
I can't write a lot.
Maybe I should do as Lillikoi suggested and go over to twitter.


Thats ok Raleigh :)

Just often feel i am in a room full of people and shouting out to say hi but no one wants to hear... Maybe i just need a break from here for a bit.. Sort of feel a spanner in the works.