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Bye everyone.
I'm thinking how my circumstances and my family have utterly moved in to mess my life up.
My voice was never heard.
I'm leaving to wonder and possibly be leaving this Earth soon.
Even if someone cares, everything was taken from me.

Censorship is annoying.

I don't normally side with Huns on anything but...

People like topical humour!

I have 0% sympathy for criminals who hurt kids.

What people miss is that humour can be cathartic.
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Someone on here said my stepdad was a homophobe and wanted me to be straight and even though he's never said that to me or implied it at all, I'm starting to wonder if it's true but there's not much I can do about it. I'm bi with picky standards for guys and the guy he tried to set me up with wasn't right for me. Besides, I believe it's important to match life stage and the guy's way too mature for me! Only reason I'm questioning it is because someone mentioned it as a possibility.
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Tonight:
1 do crosswords
2 get to page 200
3 if before 11:30, draw in big

Sometimes....I feel so guilty for being such a privileged kid.

I grew up in a nice house in a nice neighborhood in a nice town. I went to one of the best public schools in the state, did any sport I wanted, was involved in all sorts of hobbies (some of which-like riding horses-were not cheap), and never had to worry about money related problems. I got a car at 16, my parents pay for my college in full, and I have just about every personal electronic device you can own. Ive never been grievously injured. I go to a great university. My summer job was crappy, but hey it was a job.

Id never realized just how many people struggle in their everyday lives. Sometimes I scroll around on this site and I see everyones posts and I feel so bad cause it seems like pretty much everyone on here has it so much worse than me. Ive never had to face the kinds of problems they do. My parents love me, I have no major health issues, and I might be an aspie but I manage just fine. I feel so bad for everyone but I feel even worse knowing that I was living so comfortably and had never even thought about the people around me. And I feel kinda stupid posting my own annoyances because they seem so paltry in comparison.
I wish I knew what to say to people to make them feel better. Noone deserves to seem to sad all the time.

I have no idea how to draw my picture and have it actually look good at a bigger scale.

Idk why I always make my pictures bigger after I draw them anyway.
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This book is actually good now
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That Hibs fan was right but KT is still hot and so is Forrest who also does. Hmmm....
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I just had the urge to have an ice lolly out of the hut at the big park in my home town.
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Today:
1 try to draw
2 breakfast
3 get to page 250
4 exercise
5 if before 11:30, get to page 300 or read 'til 12.
6 if still before 11:30, do crossword til 11:30

having to make the long drive to lacey [washington] by myself to get a poke in the eye, then having to drive home with fuzzy vision, this friday.

Oooh, there was a sneaky change. Seems being prepared few days or so before ain't allowed.

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My stepdad was talking generically.

Idk why straight people do that.

He said 'I didn't think he'd be your type I thought he'd have a lot of women gushing around him though'. Weird to notice that if you're not into blokes.

.. A performance based test in a freelancing site. One that may take few hours to finish.
No talking and any of those. Only something akin to a note or sorts.


I like it. Fail or Pass, Imma do this.

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My only friend talked on the phone for a long time, yesterday when we were hanging out

She's so popular, surprised the phone doesn't ring more often

Idiots have way too much energy

They can't have a thought without an announcement

Dr Gupta told me that I was ""taking a nap"

Extroverts

She said it in a bonding way


Idiots


Lying down is not "taking a nap"







Its so easy for them to be manipulative and judgmental

But even if the statement is just a perception, so what?

"You bit the sticker off the apple".

Correct but she would not have said it if she did not like it






Subconscious expectations and assumptions violated


How about "why did you say 'what' instead of "excuse me"?


They act like they are so justified, in their actions and statements, but they are just in the majority and arrogant


And do call yourself "people". It is correct, but it sounds like you represent "people" and I am not a person


Hidden motive

Ulterior motive


Idiots thoughts are a teaspoon size and their vocab is teaspoon size


My thoughts are gallon size and my vocab is pint size



But they are not receptive anyways and they don't have the authority to fix the problem



A psychologist told me that if you have a situation, think of what you want and how to get there


Correct

But it might not happen successfully and then you could get a worse situation



Extroverts

On Alexa there is a question where you say 'play latest hits in'. I've tried a lot of cities. There is more difference between parts of USA than between North East USA and most European countries or between one European country and another. I only like the Southern USA music.
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He must be manipulating her into gossiping about people. I find overly nice people annoying sometimes. NTs need to read situations and figure out when they're being taken advantage of. I mean I'm autistic and I can do that so...
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There is absolutely nothing wrong with being special needs, it's not an insult and it's not even really true with me, I'm aspie and that has strengths and weaknesses. I'm a lot smarter than he is and if I wanted to, I could be in a similar job to his.
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I'm fed up of debating with people who don't have basic knowledge of the facts, which is different to debating informed opponents.
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I really don't want Boris as PM
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Digital art is really hard to make with Paint...
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We're gonna get in trouble over this Israeli lot
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Tonight:
1 do crosswords for 1/2 hour
2 get to page 400
3 if before 11:30, draw
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Drawing is the most fun but writing is the most important.

Thanks for this post! Very useful
Now I wonder how to become more productive.

Indeed it is really difficult to predict what will happen in the future, but everything is developing, you just need to act, do not stand still. It’s not easy to stay successful in the modern world without following the latest trends.