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Good to see you again, blooie.

My mind is focused on buying a new (or new to me) car. I bought a new 2018 Taurus about six months ago and I just hate it. And it has lost about 6000$ in value.

I haven't heard many good things about Tauruses.

But I've heard good things about Chevys.

If there was a car called "Thesaurus," I would buy it!

Welcome back, blooiejagwa!

The stages of grief aren't universal I've heard. Don't worry this isn't me grieving anyone it's just someone asked how to write it and I think it would be cliché to write it one after the other like that.
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When I say personality I mean if someone woke up the next day and they had a completely different body - what would still be theirs? Like Freaky Friday but without the need to pretend?
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People forget that there are types of betrayal
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They forget that white collar crime exists
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I'm going to end up dirty if I ever stay over at my granddad's cos I have too much touch sensitivity for a shower and he got rid of his bath
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I hate when places I was used to all my life get redecorated
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Why are there adverts which are anti scientific and ableist against autism on this site?
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Today:
1 carry on colouring building
2 breakfast
3 read next chapter
4 spend 10 mins on crossword
5 if before 11:30, carry on colouring building or start on tree

Are 'bad guys' respected? Respect isn't necessarily agreement that someone is good. Respect can also include recognising someone as a worthy opponent.
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I've actually kind of got to know people online now
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J really doesn't get me and asks me really generic questions even though my answer is really predictably 'I don't know'...
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I tried to put mum's dog out and she won't go out
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Someone described to me what air looked like and it's still a mystery to me and he said 'when you look at objects which are far away they look blurry and a blue yellow colour'. They don't though? I can still make out bricks and blades of grass and stuff?
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Should I take my laptop on holiday? Upside - I'll have it. Downside - it's heavy. Same with my art supplies
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I got trainers as a kid and kids wanted to buy them off me and I didn't want them to and they kept pestering me and I never let them and would it have been better to get the money instead of the trainers?
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1 have bath
2 colour leaves
3 read next chapter
4 colour leaves
5 if before 11:30, wash up
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Spend tomorrow doing nasty chores I don't want to do so that when R comes into my cabin at the weekend she won't know I'm a slob

Getting to my counseling appointment on time.

Have I finished this picture and if not how do I improve it and if so how is it finished?

My therapy session that I had today. For a first session I think it went pretty well and I think I got some decent coping skills to work with my anxiety! I also like the way she works with people as well especially for those on the Autism Spectrum.

My hair looks like crap...

Don't know what to do, its in an awkward stage of growing out don't know if I should just be patient and wait for it to grow out(it will look good then) or get a hair cut for now. If I do that then it will take longer to grow out but it looks terrible right now and I find it embarrassing.

My therapist thought it would be funny yesterday to try to joke about how it sounded like I was just making excuses for not doing things around the house (namely yard work - I have major sensory issues with feeling even remotely damp, so I hate getting at all sweaty, and I also have trouble getting up early in the morning because some of the medications I'm on make me really tired), so now I'm on "do all the things no matter how unpleasant just to prove him wrong" mode. I'd be out weeding the garden right now, by the porch light, if the cicadas would shut up (and there I go sounding like I'm making excuses again ). I've spent most of my life being overestimated and then accused of being lazy, not trying hard enough, or not doing anything I don't want to do when I can't meet people's expectations despite actually trying my hardest, so even jokes or tiny hints like this really get under my skin. I guess weeding and trimming the bushes regardless of how hot/humid it is outside or how tired my new medication is making me have been added to my list of tasks for tomorrow, in addition to laundry.

Took Zoloft, first time. Nervous about insomnia

Testosterone, weight gain

Librarian had the nerve to tell me to pull up your pants or leave the children's section

My backpack was on the floor in the children's section. But I was not raping children

Stupid b***h

Extroverts don't need "pick your battles"

Extroverts are a bunch of lil dips**ts

Doesn't she have anything better to do than bother me?

"Life" going nowhere

Wish I joined the army s**t



Michael's and pet food express reject job application


Unemployable


"Life" is f*****g stupid


Misanthropic


Want to tell doctor etchiverri that something is wrong with my brain and neurologist referral


But she might not believe me or care


And she might tell the DMV revoke driver's license



There's something wrong with everything



Love

People need to follow their own rules ....
>:(

That's how I percieve things.
I hate TV noise.

It's quiet hrs.

I'll talk to someone.
At least I can't hear it in my hut.

But, it's quiet hrs. So, I'm gonna tell.

I hate my ex. And, I pray vengeance comes upon him.
I also wish that he goes to hell if not.

You all may not understand why.
He acted like he cares, still lies about that, acts like he cares about my son, may only get some visitation, strings people along, and gives people what they want to look good.

I really pray it goes my way for once.
If I bring my son here to OR, he won't be able to visit most likely.

^^^i hope you can bring your Son to Oregon and leave no forwarding addy to make it harder for ex to find you.