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People thinking I'm drunk or stoned

... Suddenly, there's a tingling sensation on my left head... Again. And suddenly, I regained my attention span.

... For no reason.

It's almost 9PM.
I barely left home.
I didn't felt or thought anything unusual.
Did, drunk and ate nothing unusual.
I was just finished eating dinner then this happens.

Why? And what now??

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Tuesday job interview. Far away as f**k. Without driving, no functional way to get there.

Sometimes just don't go



But I am bad at driving. Other drivers are worse. The car doesn't work correctly.


Thursday job interview. As close as it gets.


Benihana hiring event next Wednesday

Dave and Buster's hiring event. At a hotel.

Home goods hiring event. At a hotel.



Took Zoloft one pill.

Thursday and Saturday morning took half Zoloft pill each

Thus far, zero good or bad effect

That is an extremely good thing



No hope

No future

Lost cause



Extroverts are lil Energizer Bunny.

Annoying as f**k

They always have something so f*****g important to say


If you do or say something they like , they say "cool", like a compliment and you have to say thank you. Or they laugh like it's the funniest thing in the world.

The world is a torture chamber, not a playground




Not many things are funny. They are not that funny. Nor should they be




If you do or say something they don't like, they say "sucks". Sympathy. "Sorry your mom died". And you have to say thank you. Then when they do something wrong, "sorry" means nothing







Or they say "why" like there is a correct answer. But there is no correct answer. Ass holes


Ulterior motive

Manipulative


"May I help you?"

Ass holes don't have the authority or skill to"help" me

Fair market value

Then they act like they dragged my worthless corpse out of a burning building


f**k Jeanne Courtney


"You need to"

f**k will Letchworth

Maslow's hierarchy b***h


"Do you have a question"


Like they have an answer



"Huh" and "what"






Idiots laugh at me too loud








They act so dramatic like they expect everything to be perfect at all times

It's foggy and gloomy outside, and my sinuses are stuffy.

Wow this is weird, I just read someone's name in this thread that I know in real life. I'm unnerved.

Last week I was shopping at Walmart and was both amused and annoyed by how the store where I live tries so hard to pretend it's Canadian, especially around Canada Day, and yet many of their products say "proudly made in the USA" with the American flag on it.

Not long afterwards a guy in the US decides to kill people that he did not see as "American" at a Walmart.

Was it all just a coincidence?

What do I actually have to offer to a girl? Why should anyone choose me?

Itchy like scabies in aikido. Tried not to scratch because ass holes sometimes have the nerve to ask "are you ok ?". Scratching doesn't serve a function. Did not want to touch shins (idiots have bacteria and I touched them as part of the technique).


Suspect Zoloft side effects


Menstrual cycle last week makes it itchier


Stomach felt knotted. Penis was in the bathroom for too long. Log bowel movement. Then liquid. A lot.


A symptom of depression is, loss of interest


But I have never had interest in the first place








Phone job interview tomorrow


No plans


Counseling intern Thursday

.... listening

^^^GOOD!

Hoping to become employed before the end of the year, otherwise; I'm going to find myself having to move back to a place where there is absolutely no job opportunities for autistic persons other than food service or janitorial work..