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One more mention of essential oils, and I'm going to scream.

Slept fine 9:30 to 2. Woke up and lied in bed til 4. Gained weight s**t. Ate. Slept. Drove to job interview. Far as f**k. Uneventful. Drove to jail.

Bus to plaza. Trader Joe's hummus veggie wrap and twix. Phone job interview. Uneventful. Played with phone. Sat outside. Walked ten miles.

Feel like gorging.

Zoloft side effects. Often sleep and wake up and can't go back to sleep.

Brain doesn't work

Prompts. I'm going to make a small notebook as small as half of my hand full of prompts.

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I'm too tired and it's not right
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Need to stop wasting today online
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He was racist and called out on it
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They seem to spend their time being racist and backing each other up on it
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Today:
1 have breakfast
2 sort bins
3 sort floor
4 if before 11:30, get on with drawing
5 have lunch
6 routine
7 do something productive tonight

About to go to a job interview with a lawyer that was the former mayor of our city. Needless to say i'm all nerves and already regretting sending my cv there

Alot.
Sadness.

Another rainy passerby.

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It seems so dead on here...
Sly is either ignoring me, fell asleep, or is so depressed that he's pushing people away.

why am i still up so blinkin' late again?

Health educator kept pressuring me to get a counselor

Bias

Ants love earwax

Bobby pins, earwax, carpet, ants

Vacuum cleaner

Anne Jolie

Stressed out from counseling appointment

She called us "ladies"



Whatever

My breasts feel large and heavy

Whole body weak looking for job interview

In the middle of nowhere

Unfamiliar streets close to house

Hot

Why not gain weight

36 is middle age s**t


Itchy

Skin fiber

Stretch marks

Ghetto "life"

No hope

Beyond repair

f**k mister redelings

Sweat, allergy

Raja

Trembling and s**t in counseling

^^ THIS. I can't begin to explain how often this has happened/continues to happen to me.

I am thinking about a song I have stuck in my head but I don't mind it because it's one of the most beautiful songs to me.

I have always preferred songs with lyrics about longing and desire.

I think that I've been searching for something to quell this wanderlust I've had for my entire life. But upturning stones in all these corners miles and miles away from each other have only yielded the dirt beneath them.

I've gone so far as to fantasize about variations of a life I could have on Mars.

I'm never gonna find anything. I'm not even feverishly searching for anything other than a way out of my own head fog.

The wind has always felt so good to me and I feel like I'm in love with it, for good reason; we have an affinity.

from hog to ashkenaz at berkeley in two steps, reported in sf-gate,
hilarious
the suspect in earlier murder was never arrested, hmmm
strong mkexperimentalism on the bench, as the usual suspect,

Parts of me corresponding and arguing and discussing.
Just so hopefully I could fill a note or two full of hints and tips.

Hfjehfjjciejcjencjffjreiiwejnjfod.

At least I'm half way done with the laundry. Though got distracted again.

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