funeralxempire wrote:
Edna3362 wrote:
funeralxempire wrote:
Edna3362 wrote:
As late as a year by now, I've been becoming more queasy towards oily and fatty food...
Despite some of those were my favorites, it seems that my body is somewhat getting more sensitized towards it and is definitely warning me.
That would make me so sad, greasy food is my sustenance.

It's making me sad. Since most of these were my favorites. More severely so about pork since it's a very common food here.
And it's making less stable by actually eating it.

Physically, mentally and emotionally... Possibly spiritually.
Hmm, would extra lean pork be an option?
Lean meat is just as plenty.
Though... Only a bit recently well acquired and appreciated thoroughly.
Tis not the same. Oh well. Perhaps it's just one of the things I would have to drop sooner or later in life.
And you know what? This is weird still -- for me I mean. I was more or less a wreck or so few hours ago, ranting about myself again.
Then now it's like I'm willing to let the whole thing go, or think what I said or felt is just plain silly, and no urge to punch a wall or any internal annoyances or even felt shame when I was supposed to if I remained the same.
I woke up changed again. On which way or direction, I do not know.