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Edna3362
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18 Aug 2019, 1:48 am

caThar4G wrote:

Edna3362 wrote:

If I can't rely on my mind...

I would have to bypass it somehow.

Can't ever rely on any of my predispositions. So...
I'll bypass it. I'll find a way on my own.
It's getting closer... Think I realized now, when I found a hint and took it -- parts of me will subconsciously resist and make my life harder, will make me eventually give up and 'forget'. Then it'll become a cycle of finding it again.

Hm...
When I am sad I forget things. Or angry from being hurt.

If I were the one to realize, I tend to forget things whenever my emotions and the sensations I felt are too intense enough to take over most of my being. Whether it's positive or negative.

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18 Aug 2019, 8:09 am

I am NOT a loser.
My brother is wrong. He thinks wrong.
Whoever spreads that about me is wrong and just wants to hurt people.

It makes me feel like I want to throw up because, I am NOT a loser.

I have good things to offer. I'm not a slave. At least, I'd rather be a slave to good people if i have to be.

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18 Aug 2019, 8:35 am

Tobacco, Debussy, coffee, the Bible, Mass, a book I'm reading.

caThar4G wrote:

You seem pretty cool to me. Definitely not a loser.

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18 Aug 2019, 8:57 am

Wednesday the insurance clinician told me the phone number of the next counselor

Judith Jones

Have not called yet

Plenty of things that lil dips**ts do all the time, get on my nerves

Don't know the counselor would be willing to accommodate

Accommodate, ignore or provoke

If I tell her what the pet peeves are she could do them more often, the same or less

Nobody knows what is best

Bias

Some counselors attitude act like they know a lot more than they do s**t f**k Jeanne Courtney and Jamie Adair

And if they did everything perfectly, "actions speak louder than words"

Like a bagpipe concerto. Perfect but whatever

Compliments are as judgmental and manipulative as insults

No "why" this "why" that.

"Encourage" means pressure

"Excuse me" instead of "what"

Appalled Jeanne was willing to say"excuse me" for two years

Almost nobody ever indulged

No "cool" this and "sucks" that

Idiots don't know how to follow the train of thought

f**k mister redelings

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18 Aug 2019, 9:31 am

School, finances, and work. Boring, but those are top priority. All the exciting things are for the weekend.

I have to get back in shape. Working out for an hour a day and eating better starts today.

Everything is F***ed is a good self-help book.

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18 Aug 2019, 9:38 am

a 2 hour group therapy session that ruins 3 days of my week

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18 Aug 2019, 10:34 am

I wanna give up on life, it's too hard. People only see what's happening at the tip of the iceberg, not the 90% going on underneath it. I'm not saying I'm going to give up on life, I just want to.

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18 Aug 2019, 10:41 am

smudge wrote:

I wanna give up on life, it's too hard. People only see what's happening at the tip of the iceberg, not the 90% going on underneath it. I'm not saying I'm going to give up on life, I just want to.

I hope you start to feel better. You're one of the kindest, humblest people on the site, IMO.

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18 Aug 2019, 10:50 am

Wow, I wasn't expecting that, but thanks a lot.

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18 Aug 2019, 3:34 pm

Since I can't seem to stay put of the stupid political boards I think I need to be banned and stay banned.

It's bad for my mental health! I seriously mean that.

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18 Aug 2019, 3:43 pm

TheCherokeeRosePrince wrote:

Since I can't seem to stay put of the stupid political boards I think I need to be banned and stay banned.

It's bad for my mental health! I seriously mean that.

PM me if you are serious

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18 Aug 2019, 3:51 pm

I wish I could roleplay better, but I can never get my words out the way I want to. I'm lucky to be understood at all, let alone if I'm trying to do a high-pitched, squeaky voice for a bat-person character.

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18 Aug 2019, 4:18 pm

Not all bats have sqeaky voices. Adam West didn't.

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18 Aug 2019, 4:39 pm

caThar4G wrote:

Watching my aunt and mum today I felt a lot of relief over being an only child. Siblings seem to have this nastiness for each other which I couldn't handle.

I'm trying to figure out if I'm being lazy or if this is autistic inertia. Cba getting up or doing anything productive.

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18 Aug 2019, 4:45 pm

How nice it would be to immigrate to Norway, Finland or Iceland.... If only.

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18 Aug 2019, 4:50 pm

Only had 5 hours of sleep. I'm OK I guess...

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