Raleigh wrote:
1Biggles1 wrote:
Yo, Warrup?

Hello, biggles.
Bit of a heavy slog in here today.
Sorry for that.
Hey

All good. Read a few of the posts and understand where you are coming from to a level Raleigh! I actually hate my pic being taken and shown, even though i did show you and the forum. It isnt something i would normally do, but like that programme you saw, i am trying a different approach and something new. I have to learn to love myself a little more which isnt easy. We all seem to want some sort of acknowledgment, acceptance etc but sometimes when it is shown i/we dont know hoe to deal with it! Maybe its from past experience, of being put down, bullied, teased, manipulated etc that when kindness is shown we close off or break down.. I would love to see who i am talking to on here... I have seen a blurred pic of Racheypie and a clear pic of her spine and wings! lol... But no real clear representation, I have seen Lillikoi, so have a picture in mind when she posts, only think i ever saw your hand (if it was your hand) with a green/turquoise nail polish, so hard to have a picture in mind

... When many of us are very self critical, through no real fault of our own, we are often the ones to judge ourselves first and maybe way too harshly.... We have all here experienced levels of pain and emotions very few would understand, therefore it is understandable why such instances could trigger... But like that programme, i am trying a different approach and force myself to do such things i wouldn't normally do to be able to work on a little self love and gain confidence and a little more self esteem...