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Cooking

Cleaning

Carpentry

Counseling

Sewing

Sewer

Seamstress

Contagious

Survival of the fittest

"Discrimination" ,

Extrovert have a much better time getting job than introvert

All things equal

Which they are not

Receptive

Look it up



Center splits, right groin, stiff and sore for a long f**k time s**t



The penis kicked me out of the bathroom

The penis had the nerve to tell me that my health is not good

The penis woke me up

The penis tempts me with cheap s**t

The penis , the penis, the penis

Why is loving animals more than humans is almost considered a crime? Only humans can be evil, animals are innocent. Isn't it more logical to like animals more?

There are only certain places I feel 100% myself in and other places I find myself masking and masking isn't healthy. I've stopped mixing in those spaces where I mask and I feel better off for that.

I was re-watching Babylon 5 during my pregnancy and I'm regretting not naming my kid Delenn.

The hurricane hit the Maritime Provinces and last night the power went out at around 10 PM. The power in my apartment rarely goes out and when it does it's not usually very long, but it didn't come back on until around 8 PM. I tried to pass the time by reading and drawing but it was too dark to see well even with candles lit, and all I couldn't think or concentrate at all. It's very upsetting and frustrating, why can't I enjoy things anymore? All I could think of was the food in my freezer thawing and milk going bad. Today I had tho throw out the ice cream because it all melted and the frozen vegetables and fries thawed out and I had to toss them out too, and I still have the milk in the fridge and I'm dying to make some tea because I haven't had any all day but I'm nervous about putting milk in it but I can't stand black tea without milk. I won't be able to buy any fresh milk until tomorrow.

I called my parents on my cell phone and my mom said they probably won't have their power back until Wednesday! I think if I had to go that long without power I would go insane! It's a million times more isolated and boring where I live without power and I don't have a generator to keep my food cold like my parents. And that's why I would never survive a major disaster where I'd be forced to go without heat, hot water and electricity for days or even weeks I'd just kill myself from cabin fever or insanity. I should be glad the power's back on when so many others are still without it but instead I'm scared of the power going out again very soon and having to endure anxiety and boredom all over again.

Okay now, go and tell me to cry a river. And then I'll tell you to build a bridge across it and JUMP OFF.

Rafael Nadal won the U.S. Open.

Last night bed 8:30 and could not sleep until 10. 2:30 woke up coughing and could not sleep. Felt like gorging. Almond, bread, chocolate. Nine inch log bowel movement. Stretched. Walked to trader Joe's. Hummus veggie wrap and twix. Walked to CVS. Five inch log feces.

Aikido. Rolando Morales penis was not too annoying

New boy Tim penis resisted too much. It was not supposed to move it's feet when I did sumiotoshi. ("Miscommunication"). The penis kneed me in the head and didn't act like it cared. It didn't act like it did it on purpose. It is not high ranking, heavy, or malicious. But the penis acted so innocent


Rolando Morales penis should have told Tim boy to leave the building


But "should", "can", and "Will" are all different things





Lil dips**t penises please , "be true to yourself"



Tim was flapping it's trap at Robin afterward


Lisi was talking to Kiana


I only have one friend

That friend didn't go to aikido today or last Sunday


Felt like gorging s**t


Kind of hot


But whatever kind of sick and not much to talk about s**t



Walked back to the bus stop


Ate



Brain exhausted


Exhaust pipe




Moot point

Slippery slope

Grumpy and grouchy





Felt like everyone had friends and a job and fulfilled but of course that is not correct


But some idiots have a competitive advantage at survival of the fittest



Skinny smart handsome cisgender neurotypical white man


f**k mister redelings



Getting old and senile


More headache, stomachache, itchy, insomnia, lethargic, weight gain and it is only rapidly getting worse



Asymptomatic


Asymptote


The point of no return



Want to work alone but , restaurant retail sales






No hope

Sysyphus







Corey won't answer the email and when he does it takes a long time and it is short and he misses the point



s**t I am never going to accomplish jack s**t


Discipline



Basic training




f**k mister redelings penis


f**k Rolando Morales penis


f**k Tim penis

Why do people assume that I, a massive Tierney fan, a massive football fan, someone who watches all the British soaps etc, am an American? What part of me reads American? I wouldn't mind if they were asking me about Arsenal but to ask about things which only affect Yanks - I'm clearly not a Yank...

Am' I pulling things in or I'm the one being dragged in?

Hmmm...

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Itchy skin

Carpet, polyester, weight gain, period, Rolando Morales penis, rain

You don't know who Rolando Morales penis is having sex with. Tim boy and Rolando Morales penis are having sex. Bias


Volatile, vulnerable, fragile


s**t I don't want to do this anymore


Felt like gorging s**t


Idiots are manipulative


Almost everyone says "cool" about things they like and "sucks" if they don't like it


As though they are so f*****g awesome they have a moral "right" to veto anything they don't like


Metacognition


Maze


Hamster wheel


Judy Jones counselor told me that she "would prefer" a phone call, not email


Stupidass b***h


Easier and better to get s**t in writing



How much could counseling "help"


Not 75 bucks of "help"


McDonald's cashier "help " people and they don't get 75 bucks s**t



Yesterday as usual all the idiots in aikido were flapping their trap at each other . Even Tim boy

Wondering why the freeway is so noisy at 1:30am when whenever I have driven on it at this time it's always dead.

stiffness and soreness. next time i will rent a blinkin' scooter at the fair.

Honestly part of what is bothering me is the presumably common aspie thing of being smarter than people around you but never allowed to lead anything.

Not even allowed to go out at one for lunch rather than at twelve without some idiot staring at his watch. Mate, your watch is 16 years out of date if it's telling you I should be at school...

But I want to lead everything. I want a woman or a young man and to lead that relationship. I want to lead dances. I want to lead a team of staff. Instead of being an unemployed single loser. It's a waste of intelligence.

And all because society doesn't really like aspies. Doesn't even hire us. I'm in the support ESA category just as if I was learning difficulties or something.

I know I'm being problematic but honestly, I don't care. I was told all my young life I was intelligent. I was the one who got the highest grades. I feel wasted.