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I want to go to Wild Adventures for Halloween.

Wrong Planet drama of biblical proportions.

top 10 WP bruh moments of 2019

I really don't like waiting. For the program I'm looking into (and have decided I'm probably going to try, if they accept me) I now have to wait and see if they'll send me an application or not. For KanCare, I have to wait for my parents to get some insurance paperwork and decide which of three plans they want to go with, and then I just stick it in the mailbox and wait for them to look it over and then send me more paperwork. I just wish there was something I could be doing instead of just waiting.

Braindead

Early insert dementia

No hope

No future

Military

Manipulative arrogant judgmental entitled precious lil "people", please do not "be true to yourself"




Etchiverri told me that if the neuropsychological evaluation does not phone me within one week, email etchiverri

MRI

Context

Neurological versus psychiatric


She's trying to get lil dips**ts to email me only, not phone

I already feel like the coming year will start with me wondering if I will get a girlfriend but it will end with me still single and lonely.

Goddamn it Alex! The only way you can feel good about yourself is by stirring drama with me! All you do is call me a p**** and a coward! Just because I don’t want to breathe in your vile cigarette smoke you think I’m a “p****” and it gives you the right to ridicule me. I don’t even shame you, I just politely step away. What if I think your the p**** because you let your friends peer pressure you into a nicotine addiction?

And there you go, sticking your nose in it again, shaming me as usual. I ignored Ben because he bully's my friends. What am I supposed to do? Have a tea party with him as he uses ableist slurs to describe my friends?

Don’t go digging in the past like you did, that’s not fair, I rip myself to shreds over the past enough, I don’t need you whispering it in my ear every time I stand up for my friends.

I tried to take your opinion into account, I even said what you were doing was justified, I politely presented my own point of view, and you just say, “Should I even bother reading that?” And when you eventually do, you don’t try argue with me, you don’t even try to respectfully “discredit” what I said, you simply say, “that’s bull****” completely putting me down, disregarding me entirely.

Ways to convince my sister to apply for SSI, but all previous efforts have been in vain.

Wondering what people think when I randomly tip over/stumble when standing/sitting still

I give up. I see no way out of this environment without some kind of miracle. I guess I'll just wither away with a damn gospel choir behind me singing of Houston's praise. Medicine just attempts to bury the problem, therapy is doing nothing but mentioning all the opportunities I have(which is worthless to me if the noise prevents me from accessing it!) and my social group just adds pressure in finding a job and attending social activities.

I tried headphones, earplugs, earplugs with headphones, music, white noise, nothing works. A lot of traffic just gives me anxiety and makes me very uncomfortable and I hate the noise. People keep saying use Metro Lift(Transportation for people with disabilities) but, that would cause my self-esteem to plummet and it would be an additional thing I would schedule for only for me to bail.

It's like people put that environmental factors can causes problems with people on the Autism Spectrum but, when it actually causes a significant problem try hard to refuse that such a thing even exists!

Going crazy to do list:
Walk at the streets full of people. On broad day light/afternoon rain. Donning on a less comfortable form of Halloween costume. Before November 1.


AND I FRICKING DID.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

Blood test results worse this time than five weeks ago

The doctor might refuse to raise testosterone dose

"Life" is so annoying

s**t.

Been gorging way too much since April

Cold f**k


Period

Power outage

Internet


Scheduled a counseling appointment for Tuesday


He has not even read my essay


Filter


Pattern recognition versus globalization


Cravings gone haywire


Trapped

Headache.