Look dude, i dont know if you know Raleigh in real life or not, but if so, rather than talking in riddles on her and hiding behind a mask and wall, why dont you just confront your fears face to face like a real person and not in a cowardly way like you are portraying on here. It is obvious you are opening multiply accounts to get a message across, so if its that important to you WHY dont you do it face to face!?