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He, him and his, although QA likes to "she" me.

Female pronouns may induce vomiting.

I personally like "it" but many don't feel comfortable using that.
Why not?

I'm no one.
Nothing.
It
I have a self loathing addiction.

I'm Raleigh and I'm ready to be free from pain.

I dont know! have always assumed for a number of reasons you may be female. Then again many in real life think i have a feminine nature... I am fully male in body and mind but dont socially identify with any sex, kind of in-between on that one... Could identify the social acts from a young age and grew with my own mind and was not influenced by either gender. However i do lean to more the female side when in a social situation.. Probably because women tend to be more open about things, so less trying to read between the lines so to speak

sheen

sheer

sheet

herd

heard

Well now that you realise that, one can be proactive in reversing that thought process

I don't know if it can be reversed.

many have grown to associate the "it" pronoun with inanimate, inhuman, unfeeling objects, often it's used as a derogatory, and i think the group of people wanting to be called "it" is only recently (relatively speaking...) starting to grow.


the connotation may be ingrained in our collective linguistic consciousness, at that point it's hard to undo...my two cents

Addiction is an escape into a fantasy world.
Am I living in a fantasy?
Yes.
Do I want to give up the fantasy?
No, because reality is painful.

The brain is a network jsu like a computer code and can be re programmed... It isnt always easy but then nothing is! It can be done, just depends on how much you want to reverse it and feel the joy!... It is something many of us here including myself are trying to reverse that process, so you are not alone by any means in that department!

^ and yeah, what Kip said

As an autistic, inanimate objects often hold more warmth and human qualities for me than actual humans.

Well, in a way that is a positive, you have used your mind to find somewhere/something positive within, all it is from here is finding a way to manifest that into the world we call reality... there is an answer for ''everything'' potentially but it isnt always easy finding it, but when/if it does happen i guarantee you will likely think ''why did i not do that before'', or that was actually an easy answer i just never thought about it... The people you are talking to at the moment likely understand that. and hope you are able to give them the same dialogue with them as you do here.. It is often outside influence that can be our guides!

Just had something to eat.
Hadn't eaten since last night.
There was some violence in the kitchen.
It upset me.
So I tried to self harm but I was being watched.
Then I had a bit of a meltdown.
Fun times.

Never had quark before.
Not bad.
Sticks in the throat a bit.
Dairy.
I'll pay for that later.
More fun times to come.

Never heard of a quark in that term either!

Sorry you had to witness such a thing in the kitchen! Hope all is settled down a bit more now!

It's like cream cheese, not a subatomic particle.
But could be atomic when it comes out later.