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nah, just my perception of time is not in equilibrium with this earth nor its dimension!

Hope my comments are not too vomit inducing for you Raleigh? lol

Funny you should mention the vomit thing.
I've been doing a bit of that.

I disagree, suffering causes damage and fakeness. Suffering which some people and religeons see as a good thing, are nothing more than train rails going to lower worlds. I do not believe in suffering -- I hate it! -- I believe in freedom and love!

Damn, whats been up? a bug, anxiety or part of the rehab process? Or just my comments in general? lol

Funny story.
I've been at boot camp.
Deep bush.
I went awol Thu night.
Walked 3 kms into town.
Knew exactly where I was.
Propped up the bar at the Grand with the regulars.
Hitch hiked back.
Spewed at the gate.
Told everyone to f**k off.
It's been a riot.

Yes , i think you are correct in it being damaging etc, hence why many of us have a much harder time than most for a variety of reasons. However getting stuck in the perpetual darkness within from others perceptions and misunderstandings can add an added layer of ''hell'' to the equation.. Those areas i think one can change around within and try and look at not only things more positively but also ourselves... No matter what people say, peoples words and actions can hurt and do, no matter how strong one is... But if you know you have a good heart, that in itself is the recipe to maybe look at things a little more differently and more of a positive and less pessimistic light.

FFS, i shouldn't be giggling! Maybe the body was getting used to no alcohol and was the adverse effects of such consumption? You suborn mule! haha Can imagine the riot and the confusion/bemusement of the people working where you are at...

I think I surprised the pants off a few people, yes.
Advantage of being the meek, compliant one.
No one suspected a thing.
Til I got back.
But yeah.
Didn't feel so great.

I've discovered much about myself.

Yup, its not an easy habit to kick, you have done well to come this far Raleigh! Always a few hiccups along the way... The fact that you are trying and wanting to turn things around in itself speaks volumes!

There was no hiccup.
My determination is legendary.
Think I proved that.
It's just a shift in the determination I need.
Actually, the last few (two) days have been excellent.
I've even had counselling in the dark, which got to the core of a lot of issues.
Yes, they're very astute.
Gratitude here.

Cool, i like the idea of counselling in the dark, less sensory crap to deal with and less feeling of intimidation?
Glad it is going well!! ! Really am! and sounds like despite some of the ''madness' that they are genuinely caring people you are around!

I can't praise them highly enough.
The dark counselling is brilliant.

Anyway, must go.
Love to all.

Take care Raleigh! Good work!

what on earth goes through people's minds when they bump ancient threads and expect the conversation to flow as smoothly as it once did?

I think sometimes they dont always initially see that it may be an old thread but just reply as they relate. Then you have the other end where people complain about a thread being the same as another thread from the past... Paradox some! lol Also.