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02 Jul 2017, 1:08 am

I'm cured.
Let me out.


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02 Jul 2017, 1:11 am

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Ah... Well sounds like whatever they were saying was of somewhat a good nature... Can sometimes be hard here to work such things out just by words alone... Really the true message is the intent of the individuals. If meant in good nature, then... meh... no biggie... Like myself i am male, but dont identify with any sex... fall right in between... Never got sucked into the male social characteristics as i grew up, actually from an observational point of view found it all quit amusing... Which in turn allowed me to create my own identity without influence... So people say i may be of a feminine nature but i dont care... i am fully male and if people want to create false, negative perceptions like that, then sweet, saves me time working out their intent and i can move on...
But can aslo see how it may be frustrating at times... But again... meh... sod em..
I am who i am, either accept, or move on.. Dont have the energy or the time to play such games...
Funny, had a conversation not dissimilar today about whats being happening in my RL this past week or so, thought i was being paranoid.. A chap i have known with a head nod for 17 years sat down and we had a good discussion... seems my worries were justified and i wasn't going fruit loop... Sometimes just hearing things from someone elses lips can put alot of pain into a perspective almost instantly.. Feeling somewhat less of a reject this afternoon... kinda felt good to be listened to and understood for the first time in a long while!

Ok.
Won't mention it again.
They can call me a sofa if they so choose.


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02 Jul 2017, 1:13 am

Rachey will be getting up soon, 7am in UK right now..
Froya taking more of a backdrop from here at the moment...
Kura, comes on later when everyone else is asleep...
midnight has come back and in and out when she can avoid family by the sounds..
Q... dunno, whats happening in that department yet :shrug:
Lillikoi, floats in and out of voyeur mode , hehe
cberg, pops head in from time to time...

Think that covers most of the usual suspects, sorry if i have missed anyone out!

Me... well, constantly in and out... Forever opening ones big mouth to later regret... but meh... will always likely worry about what i post and how it will be interpreted...



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02 Jul 2017, 1:15 am

^^ nah, all good, good to talk! keeping everything bottled up is an implosion waiting to happen... Here or my inbox is always open if ever you wish or anyone else for that matter to reach out and talk.. Never an issue! :)



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02 Jul 2017, 1:16 am

What's said is said.
Let it all stand.


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02 Jul 2017, 1:17 am

All good... :)



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02 Jul 2017, 1:18 am

I can sit here like a Whiney b***h thinking why does this always happen to me or I can shut the f**k up and get over it.
Everything is my fault.


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02 Jul 2017, 1:19 am

Everything is my fault by default.


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02 Jul 2017, 1:23 am

well, it can be a mixture of a million different things and circumstance individual to each persons life experience.. I dont look at it as whining, but often feel that way when i express... but matter of the truth is, we all need someone to talk to, one way or another. Doesn't matter if me, someone else or your dog for that matter.. haha.. just having someone that can listen can be a tremendous weight of ones chest!
Also being true to oneself and realsising we ALL have faults, but the true strength of an individual is to realise that and be proactive rather than bury and pretend... Was kind of the conversation i was having today about a few ''spiritual'' ''yoga'' individuals that live here... But thats another story

We are ALL students of life and never are we masters!



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02 Jul 2017, 1:32 am

And what if you can't express?


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02 Jul 2017, 1:35 am

Raleigh wrote:
And what if you can't express?


yeah, was actually just thinking of that... It can be hard for many including myself, i may go on about things sometimes to some people but still doesn't come out how i want it to... The best thing in my opinion, is to try your ''best''.. Whether verbal, written, poetry, art, music... There are many ways to express. It is finding the way that you can individually express unique to ones self..



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02 Jul 2017, 1:53 am

Ermmm..... wow... That was a real touching video! Even welled up! Many things i could relate to!



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02 Jul 2017, 1:54 am

^ ditto.


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02 Jul 2017, 1:58 am

Love is ''Everything''.



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02 Jul 2017, 2:03 am

It's the only thing.

One of my favourite short films there.
The other is an Australian one called "Oranges", but I don't know if everyone here would approve. :P
I think it's cute.


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