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Kip: Ian is my step-person.

I got cashew cinnamon-cookie ice cream at the grocery store! *musical note*

I'm taking a walk to get all my internets... out

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

*borrows Sony monitors*

Gah my headphones got too cheap. I always get into a realllllly dense listening sesh with OSTs.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

^Do you like the music I post?

Here's the vocal version:

Just getting into it - outside Toonami Genre-wise I'm actually a big fan though. Japanese practice & rehab for countless programming all nighters full of face-melting electro punk, chiptune, breakcore, underground rap & metal.

All the music. ~ best kind of jitters

*edits* I should really playlist it all from your posts lists. Did you post playlists anywhere?

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

^Playlists? No, I don't know how. [I'm not very technological.]

I am definitely too much so. It's been really scaring people. I'm sure folks here would love to see Kura's OST compendium.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

I do, however, have a 17 paged google document with Youtube links of all my favourites. If you'd like a link to that, I can pm it to you.

You should paste it in a thread!

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

Yeah, it is a struggle!
Just hoped a little more positive support.. I know you didn't necessarily mean anything to an extent by it Raleigh but does put in ones mind that you have certain doubts to have aired such a thing, despite me being here for over to years and that many of my posts are from a personal point of view which seems to coincide with many peoples experiences also...

and thanks Froya and Cberg a little means alot

( self doubt is a biatch!)

^ Hmm.
I see you have chosen to take my words personally.

Just thinking of the legal side.
Because, you know, I've been there.
My official diagnosis was purely for legal purposes, I don't know what the "usual" reasons for getting one are.

But you said you've mentioned to them that you're undiagnosed, so that's ok.

Sorry for my lack of positive support.
Time constraints didn't allow me to elaborate.

For the record, I think you're autistic as f**k.

oh, yeah hard to translate when you only left me to assume! lol... just similar to the lines of questioning that i have received recently especially in relation to the vaxxed thing that happened here and going public, kind of had all the usual responses of ''you dont look autistic'', '' it cant be that bad'', '' get over it'', ''man up'', ''if you just did this...'', or ''did that'' or ''why dont you try to be more social'' or the classic '' i must be autistic too'' etc etc
So apologies if i seemed a little pessimistic, can only go by what i have experienced, hence why i do realise i am not always right (actually quit rarely and happy to own those mistakes) about people and having to read between the lines...

''For the record, I think you're autistic as f**k'' ermmmm.... Thanks... i think!? lol

oh and should have been more clear on the ''usual'' comment... As mentioned it is not about the label as it is the relief and small weight off shoulders that one is not a complete alien and there are others that experience similar things and that one can start to find answers for.... Just still feel a bit of an intruder, despite knowing inside... It's a self doubt thing as i am sure you can understand. To actually hear it from someone else's lips just makes me feel for ''once'' in my life i have been heard and that at least someone does understand and can ''see'' me