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04 Jul 2017, 12:20 am

You seem to be expecting the crap to rain down on you.


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04 Jul 2017, 12:21 am

just put my husband on a chopper for pittsburgh. he's having intermittent trouble talking. probably anxiety, but best to make sure it's not a stroke.



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04 Jul 2017, 12:26 am

Raleigh wrote:
You seem to be expecting the crap to rain down on you.


Well can only react to what is common place in ones life... hence why i am trying to be optimistic and trusting but again as soon as i trust i get used as a punch bag ans used... so just have a few walls up at the moment, all self funded, Mexicans had no input in that funding! lol



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04 Jul 2017, 12:27 am

Oh, gosh, cathylynn.

I've been there.

Hugs.


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04 Jul 2017, 12:28 am

cathylynn wrote:
just put my husband on a chopper for pittsburgh. he's having intermittent trouble talking. probably anxiety, but best to make sure it's not a stroke.



oh, gawd!! !! hope all is ok!! !? yup did the right thing, better be safe and get it properly checked out!

(((Hugs for you both!! !! !! !!)))



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04 Jul 2017, 12:32 am

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just put my husband on a chopper for pittsburgh. he's having intermittent trouble talking. probably anxiety, but best to make sure it's not a stroke.

What's his platelet count like?


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04 Jul 2017, 12:32 am

Another thing they don't tell you about chemotherapy.


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04 Jul 2017, 12:45 am

Raleigh wrote:
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just put my husband on a chopper for pittsburgh. he's having intermittent trouble talking. probably anxiety, but best to make sure it's not a stroke.

What's his platelet count like?

150,000. okay.



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04 Jul 2017, 12:50 am

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Raleigh wrote:
You seem to be expecting the crap to rain down on you.


Well can only react to what is common place in ones life... hence why i am trying to be optimistic and trusting but again as soon as i trust i get used as a punch bag ans used... so just have a few walls up at the moment, all self funded, Mexicans had no input in that funding! lol

If you're reacting, that's coming straight from your subconscious programming and optimism won't work because it conflicts with what's already been processed, so it will be overwritten.

You have to reprogram the subconscious first.


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04 Jul 2017, 12:58 am

I've been having an ongoing misunderstanding with one of the counsellors here.

About knowing yourself.
When I have no self.

She keeps telling me things like, "you'll find yourself when you're a bit older."

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There is no self to find, woman.


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04 Jul 2017, 1:00 am

Why would I take something which is essentially boundless and hack it down into something puny?


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04 Jul 2017, 1:01 am

^^ Thanks for your optimism! lol

I think i am generally optimistic... that said have hit a number of roadblocks over a long and short period of time... So yes do have a few walls up at present.. If i wasn't so optimistic i likely wouldn't be typing to you now, i would have ceased to exist some time ago.



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04 Jul 2017, 1:03 am

I'm supremely optimistic.


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04 Jul 2017, 1:04 am

^ Good :)



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04 Jul 2017, 1:06 am

1Biggles1 wrote:
^^ Thanks for your optimism! lol

I think i am generally optimistic... that said have hit a number of roadblocks over a long and short period of time... So yes do have a few walls up at present.. If i wasn't so optimistic i likely wouldn't be typing to you now, i would have ceased to exist some time ago.

Only passing on what I've been learning.
Trying.
I realise I can never convey it in a clear way.


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04 Jul 2017, 1:14 am

Raleigh wrote:
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^^ Thanks for your optimism! lol

I think i am generally optimistic... that said have hit a number of roadblocks over a long and short period of time... So yes do have a few walls up at present.. If i wasn't so optimistic i likely wouldn't be typing to you now, i would have ceased to exist some time ago.

Only passing on what I've been learning.
Trying.
I realise I can never convey it in a clear way.


and am listening :)

Nor can i always express what i am truly thinking, but yet i try and only ''hope'' that it is perceived in the manner i am trying to portray.