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14 Jul 2017, 7:31 am

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^ Do you think it all comes down to self hatred?
At the core?
Better to be hated for being a drunk than to be hated because you are unloveable.



No. I do love myself (without sounding boastful). Honestly, I'm a kind hearted soul who couldn't even harm a fly. Animals love me and I love animals. They used to follow me home from school. I don't know how many stray dogs we wound up at Mum's because they used to follow me home from the bus stop to home.

I've never been a violent person. I've never been in a fight.

I don't hate myself.

And I don't care about being unloved. I'm an Asexual. I'm a happy loner. I prefer to be alone.

I think it's got to do with heredity. Irish stock. Massive alcos in my family.


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14 Jul 2017, 7:33 am

I love this song:


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14 Jul 2017, 7:35 am

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^ Do you think it all comes down to self hatred?
At the core?
Better to be hated for being a drunk than to be hated because you are unloveable.



I am lovable. I just don't want it. I'm happier on my own. Less anxiety. Less stress. I prefer to be alone. I don't want anyone in my life.

I'm not antisocial. I'm pro-alone!


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14 Jul 2017, 7:38 am

Just me then.


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14 Jul 2017, 7:45 am

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Just me then.


Oh Rals. Don't hate yourself. I've loved you for a long time. You're a sweet hearted person. You've got some probs and so do I but honestly, I've known you now for a long time, I've seen how you've helped other members on the forum and I can honestly speak from experience, you're a nice person. You should like yourself. :)


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14 Jul 2017, 7:47 am

I told you what I'm drinking tonight. May I ask, are you drinking tonight?


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14 Jul 2017, 7:48 am

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I told you what I'm drinking tonight. May I ask, are you drinking tonight?


You don't have to answer that if you don't want to.


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14 Jul 2017, 7:48 am

^^^+1



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14 Jul 2017, 7:52 am

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ImanAspie! You're alive! :D
Um, good morning. :mrgreen:

I hate when I walk into any place where two people are having a deep conversation, and I'm just like, "What the frick do I say. 8O"



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14 Jul 2017, 7:56 am

Raleigh's the best.

^^ Diagnosis!! Yay!! ! Congratulations.



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14 Jul 2017, 8:08 am

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ImanAspie! You're alive! :D
Um, good morning. :mrgreen:

I hate when I walk into any place where two people arriving in involved conversation, and just like, "What the frick do I say. 8O"


I've always been alive - all of my life. That's the problem.

And I never know what to say in social situations.

P.S.
Good morning to you too Lillikoi :)


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14 Jul 2017, 8:19 am

THIS is more like me:


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14 Jul 2017, 8:21 am

I don't have anything constructive to say.. but I want to talk :|



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14 Jul 2017, 8:26 am

racheypie666 wrote:
Raleigh's the best.

^^ Diagnosis!! Yay!! ! Congratulations.


Yup thanks, with apparent add and PTSD.. Seemed i got a tri factor. :lol:



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14 Jul 2017, 8:28 am

Froya wrote:
I don't have anything constructive to say.. but I want to talk :|


Yup, kinda feel the same, dont want to harp on myself. Also the drive there and back has wiped me out somewhat on top of everything else today.. Just back in observation/voyeur mode.



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14 Jul 2017, 8:36 am

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Froya wrote:
I don't have anything constructive to say.. but I want to talk :|


Yup, kinda feel the same, dont want to harp on myself. Also the drive there and back has wiped me out somewhat on top of everything else today.. Just back in observation/voyeur mode.

Sometimes I like being in observation/voyeur mode. Other times just bursting with the need to talk.

Yes, I understand. It takes time to "digest" this new information (although it's not really new) Reflect over all the things that where said. What you answered on the test(s) and so on.

What does "harp" mean?